stop hurting,baby!

REcoffeeTABLE

"you make me become a cappuccino

but then you said you wanna latte!"

i am preparing to explode the best smell to you

but you don't care

i'm ignored

not just 1 time,my life is just like recycle

again again again again and again

WAItime scheduleBUSY

ow fine!everything change!

i am so duno what to do

i feel like so so so complicated

everyone seems like want me to be their teksi

i am so blur...

am i right?

or i am selfish?

whatever...at least i have my benefit

enjoy my holiday life ba kelvin!!!

(today)14dec-last spm"baby im going to be a orange,i roar the orange"

15dec-wenxin(sg.wang)morning till nit shopping day!roar........i want sales

17dec- 5 mulia shopping day(mid.v)i am not so sure whether there got their cloth or not!but i try my best to help them...and also learn to choose suit cloth for a person,my future job!

albee schedule cancel!wish her can get license so so soon!kambade

you cut off our shopping day.....owe me!!!!!!!!

1 night clubbing

i am so so mad

duno for what!!!im done here.......x.o.x.o

re-BORN-ing

2 paper more,one week more i am going to graduate from my high school,smk.kepong

good bye,hell!i wanna leave you forever.......................

hehe.......i am ready for my new notty notty adventure

come on baby...................................................................................................

and also started to concern about my future

education:

i am so so passion about fashion since i am in form 1,

i wanted to study fashion design

and after my spm i will go to raffles design institude to ask about the course and the""""FEES"""

i heard that raff is one of the highest payment college in kl!

am i going to sell my body to pay for the fees?

travel:

my dad and my mum desided to go either thailand or vietnam!

not sure yet!yeer....they are going to have a old style vacation which is follow by a tourist!

boring..........go see the antique or duno wat thing la!

but i am quite exited because we've never go travel together since i am 6years old!!!

don't care about that la,i just wanna relax and enjoy the gethering feel!

friend:

teresa-15dec, sgwang shopping and cut off her stupid hair

kelvin kwan-hang out

albee-crazy do noncense when i am free

mummy-24dec,celebrate x'mas at mid'v!sweet and it is my traditional

thats my friend's appointment

available for those who want to hang out with me[contact me for booking]

kelv's plan:

*i wanna clean up my books and redecorate my room

*i wanna dye my hair(orange,yama,light brown)

*i wanna clubbing or just go to a pub

*i wanna go genting(i've missed the graduation trip with my classmate)i am so sad with that(is your fault, leong)

*i wanna sick,i think i need to rest so so much!

*i wanna work,but i am too busy(december is my x'mas month,i want to enjoy it)(january free only)(february is chinese new year and valentine's day)(march,my birthday month,i want to celebrate the whole month)(june,i think i need to continue my study)where is the time for me to work????i need money$$$$$$$$$$$$

*i wanna work out my body and hope can be a model(modelling agency,please contact me)haha...

*i wanna go bangkok for my new clothes,i wanna shopping thr and wrap all the clothes thr

*i wanna have a relationship.....haiz,am i ready for love?where is my mr right?so so alone

x' l o v e mas

ring ring ring....

season of happiness,sweet and warm

just remember what you've give

couldn't remember how many other people gave you

lost yourself when you fell to some1

if you still yourself,do you really have love?

it seems like exchange your soul and it makes friend unbearable

i got enough but i still have demands

good or bad!its depend!

fight for your life,appreciate the air its given to you

thinking too much means i have a lots of idea,i am creator

haha...

ok...i am waiting

the right 1

to tell me the 3 words 8 letter

sorry my friend!!!!!!!!!bff ya

feeling from deep deep part beside my lung

boy you make me speechless,

some secret that never tell means shouldn't tell,

feeling have to keep aside when you need a thing

it will hurt the deep deep deep part left beside my lung

young means young lifestyle jump here jump there....do a lot of meaningless

izit suit for a mature style of relationship?

thats mean no everyday call,no everyday date no everyday romance......

its just like almost broke up like i've been

but for mature relationship,its still have love between it

compare to the young relationship,keep in touch in every second,easy angry easy happy,lots of nonsense!i would say it 'ANNOYING'

i don't know how to refuse and say "no"

seriously....

i have many opinion and lots of feeling

in my deep deep part beside my lung

every time when i give 100% to my lover,always get refused and finally i have to talk to myself in my room.....hi wall!

so so funny sometime

i always smile every1 love me smile,when i'm in bad mood,i cry......did any1 really want to see it?

i should call my name as kelvin poor.

trustworthiness

setiap bencana yang melanda mesti ada punca

whats wrong to my parent!

they rather trust the gossip also didn't trust me!

stop that....guess will destroy everything ok!

human

you either trust me or just shut up!

thanks for michelle to did all of these!i know she really need that!

attention please

if im really good,please treat me good

if im really bad,ignore me or just kill me

(for the human that i know)

hug me

(for my friend)

let me grow up

(for my parent)

do it for me

(for the 1 who love me)

kiss me

(for the unique 1)

pay me

(for the future fashion industry)

believe me

(for the stupid)

joke me

(for the buddy)

love me

(for me)

lets call it as a combination day

early in the morning,i went jogging again!

then i have to fetch my mum to have brunch and also went to the tailor shop!

these is the moment

BAD mood started....

but i don't like to talk about that!!!

i wish i could ignore it but i can't!

the whole day i keep thinking about the bad mood!

in the afternoon,i went my sister's home

coz we decided to go Raffles institute to ask about the course!lastly we didn't

....oow......

feel like i don't wanna go back home!

oow ya,my second dating was today!

eew...still the same place and still the same cinema and still the same weather

but different feeling different food,drink,different sitting pose

today movie is"""""""""""""""MEATBALL""""""""""""""'''''

huuray,it just so so HAPPY and HAPPINESS to watch that

my favorite scene which is the ice-cream winter....

oow,can i request a rum and raisin fravour?

i think i'm already love the way we been together

so normal,so fun,so sweet,so familiar

i think the previous relationship taught me a lot.....

im much more tough now~~~~i think!!!

mmm...the yummy green pan mee was so memorable and we just like 2 baby couple

chit chat so much beside eating!

waou...he was so busy and i really can feel his tired!

so i think i couldn't make him much more tired.............this is the only what i can do!

after he went home!

i decided to stay at there because i don think that going back home is a good choice!

only for today,i don't want to see my mum face

and my father

i feel that they give me so so much of pressure but not about study

they want me to be not 'ENG KHAI WAI'

they want a son

i walk around the curve,so cool and lonely!

eeih.....don't know why all of my friend keep sms me!

at least i got them.....and also the sweet word from someone

oow...a couple again....saw them eating mcD ice-cream

mayb have a mc flurry oreo would cheer me up!

waou.................the 1st time experience

i was sitting in front of adidas store and enjoy my lovely mcflurry

there were so silent and unfamiliar

makes me comfortable!

love the feeling.............

...........................................................

................................................................

almost 1 month!!!finally something happened!!!thunder and light.........

....................................................

trust me uncle,im poor and also poor

sorry uncle,i cant answer your question

i'm having the same feeling that you have

why dont we just sit down and share our idea about having a relationship with some1

love need giving energy,giving your brain to your lover,

once you falling for some1,.....................tired

as same as going to a battlefield

you can get a lot of money but get ready to sacrifice your life

do you know,uncle

i went to night market and look at those couple,

cant stop thinking a lot of question!and of course i'm jealous

what i really need?from the love

beautiful dirty rich sexy confidence face show off kiss

CARE.........i do really need

scars that would never recovered

is scared of touching

if u touch it...............ouch!

i think i cant handle refuse anymore

so i wish that before the ugly truth explode,sent me a sms and just go,if you love me

its enough for me to act like an ediot

i'm smiling doesn't mean that i'm happy

i'm silent doesn't mean that i'm mad

extremely needed a happiness hug

you try to know me,will you go more far

i really need to think what am i doing!

thanks,uncle...

now your turn

do you like me?or you like i chat with you in nude?

yummy megan lummy jiajia

baby fox....it's damn hot

i love the blood that split out from her body.........

aaargh..........bite and bite the bad guys

mmmm....yummy..............................................................................that's only the sexy can do it

ow...what the hell is today,

rush back from school and started to dress up myself

i'm so mad with the girl who give me the violence facial treatment,

suppose the reason to go for the facial is to clear up my face,

but 4 huge pimples inflame on my face after the treatment!huhu...............

the only thing i can do is use my dearest foundation to cover up my scars!

poor little teenage guy"me"

ops...almost 1.45p.m.

have to rush to the curve!

oow...i am so so exited, anxious,and i started to dreaming what will we do later...

on the road to my 'datination'(dating destination)

war...i saw a car on fire!so dramatic

we meet up at starbuck with his notty kick

bam.....so so so small face.....it was my 1st impression to him

i am so lack of confidence to facing him!coz my make up was a little too over,

we went to the cineleisure cinema to buy tickets!oow...thats a hard decision to choose which movie we would go for!

lastly i choose 'jennifer's body' because of megan fox

oow.......i love the moment that the blood come out and Megan bite those guys

but almost every shoot i shout loudly!haha.......i make him feel so 'drop face'

after that we went to ikea to enjoy our swt swt hi-tea at the ikea 2nd floor!

he order meatball that i haven't eat before!sadly,thats meatball (beef)which i cant eat

but i love the french fries with ""berry jam!so sweet ...mmm....muak muak!

ring......................................................its time to go back home luu!!!

say gudbye and i were lost!!!

hoho...im so stupid!

after i get the ikea catalog thn i cant fint the way to my carpark!!!godsh.........

oow...finally i found it!

sei lo...........super duper trafic jam!!!

rush back home,rush to tuition centre,after 10p.m. i fetch teresa n michelle back home n finally i can have my dinner!!!

the end!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................

oow...bitches.........fill up your blood ooh.....

im going to getz u

you are the 1 ,you cant change but you can stay positive

dear human

we all facing different difficulties and trouble

no matter what,keep growing the peace in your heart

i've tried many time of lost feelings

friend..................lover

maybe in the future,my love will not pure anymore

at least i support positive thinking!

my friend,no matter who are you

you are not pity

i do support you!but please dont make our relationship break up!

please don't try to hurt me again!

don't try to burn the peace of us

super service just for me by CHANEL

help help help..............

..........

...

i'm going to call no5 Chanel ambulance joe lo

so dangerous leh!!!

ow my godsh,u know what i did just now?

i almost wanna burned my house kitchen

so dangerous ooh...

the reason is::::::

b4mama going to slp she open the fire to heat the soup up and told me close the fire few minute later

but when she's telling me,im watching tv and i really can't concentrate on her word!!!

so i just keep on enjoying my tv show.........

waou.......a very nice smell like barbeque come through my nose....i thought is my neighbour cooking or what!

ding!........luckily my brain is stil functioning

i sense something bad happened!

so i rush to kitchen

waou...really barbeque joe!!!the smell is damn faint!

i close it and the soup inside was gone!haiz....

until now the smell are still didnt gone

mayb wil sleep with those smell...

ok...fine....make it as usual!haha...........sssssssss

kaka......this fire were so expensive!!!got Chanel special service tim....

wei....calling from heartbeat

may i know how to date a people?

what i should say?

when i should plan?

how to ask?

where i should ask to go?

how to stop popping my heart?

so nervious........................................................................................................

i am so scared........

in my heart is just have a lots of protection

scared to get refuse

scared to get hurt

i should keep remind my slogan:

if i am not your tea,don't drink and split it out!

hoho......but i am very tasty greentea!

looking just nice

smell's like high class

feel's so friendly and funny

touching so smooth

sweet and sour

sexy like ahwuu.................

check this hand cause im marvelous

attention please:this is a syok sendiri part,if you feeling not so well while reading this!thats mean you are not my friend,cause all my friend will agree with that! haha.........=.=!!!

joke a gossip

human love gossip.........

gossip means telling other's secret to another

its quite funny when you know it

and you love to tell other

it just like a sport!

but make sure don't forget to be respective

hey...may i tell u a secret?i am single now..........but try to tell everybody ok!

poor little girl

just like me!

actually today is used to be a good study day,

early in the morning,i went jogging with my dear b and dear whitelingling

they were late,but i just feel nothing

only feel that today is not a talking day!so i just shut my mouth and jog for the whole frim

sorry for them that they thought i am sad or angry or what!!!

hmm.....ow my godsh,when we going to finish our jog,i felt stomachache

zoooom...................fly back home and i just simply park at othr ppl's parking!

coz i thought will go out to hav breakfast!

zoom.........reach home.............luckily i didn't "lao sai"

after that,i cancle the breakfast plan n go to hav a nap!shit lo!from11am until2pm...

i hav to get ready and go to tuition soon!!!almost forgot that i park othr ppl place!

deng deng.............when i go to take my car!!!

i saw my FURRUREI was locked with a board which wrote '50'

i started trembling and also angry

so i decided to find the gat

i just act like nothing ant try to talk with him!!!

excuses and lies all came out through his mouth and just want me to pay rm50

ow my godsh...its too expensive to pay for the fine

i went to find the owner'this is the first time to be brave'

i knock the ppl's door and horror feeling started killing me

when the door open!i saw a half nude ah pek and look like a gangster!

i take a breath and try to ask something...but at last i give up,i am too scared

so i call B...........................and the tears started to drop

wah laoeh.....i cant do anything but just pay for it!

i cry nonstop and also drive through B's home.....cry along the journey to the aman puri mcD

thats my 1st meal i got and the time is4.30p.m.

i feeling better when i got the free purple glass...yeah!!!

ops...and i loss my limited lvbear which always stick with my car key!

i think the reason i am so bad luck is because i didnt go for a pray the 'gao wong yeh' coz i just refuse it when mum ask me whether want to go or not!!hoho......

at nit:we went to klcc,the kinokuniya to see some fashion book to make me much more happier haha....without bring any money!we also window shopping around and we found a small trick that how to capture the klcc and also your face at night(if you didnt have any flash light)keke......................................................................enjoy it veli much

thn we just go to parking and something happened!when i pull the ticket into the machine at the exit,it doesn't respond....haha....we just call the person and finally we can go out!

b4 we went back,B bring a 6%beer!we share the beer to release our sadness!

hoho....finally our intelegent,tough,smart B cry...........yeah!

what a happy ending!

ops....i drink beer!and i allergic of alcohol!!!hopefully nothing happened!

cockroach as fashion?

yer....discusting!

just realised that i accidently became the reason of the couple break up!

oh my godsh...you will never know how gross feeling was it!

the one that i love lie to me for 1 year

is so hurtfull...........................................

i need a hug!any1?

i want to say sorry to my dear friend,mr.J!

please just forgive me!

finally,i can totally disappointed to that guy!and i will never hoping for anything from him...

die to u

but i just need some drops to wash those scarry memory

all is a trick

i were a toy,but not a toy anymore.....................................................................................................

cockroach,i hate you

[warning: all of the cockroach,don't near me,i sure will kill you hardly]

单方面申请离婚

够了，我真的累了

或许我应该早点觉悟，不该再流下眷恋

我们之间渐渐疏远是从何开始？

我为你伤害自己足以让我伤痕累累

我们分手吧

也许你让我说是对我最后的温柔吧！

我也不知说了几次＂我们分手＂了吧！

好恶心哦

我真的都被抛弃的

不够坚强而一直都是被欺负

我应该反驳，但无力

爱你是我玩过最难忘的过山车

超级起起落落

谢谢好友相拌，我终于可以习惯单身了

给我的时间已足够

是时候 '比齿' 一下咯

姐妹们，上！aaaahwuuu.................................

beware and don't drink me if im not your cup of coffee

i raise my hand

i raise up my hand through the sunlight

i give up

give up to continue upholding

i just need those thing that i lost

no matter how expensive,i pay for it

no matter how barely it is,i do

everything need many effort to get it!

cruel human being is killing me off

lost the way,i dont know what i have to do...

study is no mood,whats my future?now...i just can only see the darkness

recreate the brightening tomorrow,maybe is need to give up something

ok.......................................i go on the road

stop hurting me...nor let me die

b's b'day vs $ friendship

today is my dearest B birthday!

haha....its also my ponteng day!

its consider a rushing day,

last night,i cleaning my room start from 2a.m.,i change bedcase,mop floor,and also cleaning dust!

after that,i started to clean up my 'hair'on my face,eyebrow,and beard!

its so tired because i done everything until5.30 a.m.

hoho...

i wake up in 12.30 p.m. and started to clean toilet!

1.00p.m.i have to fetch my mum to my dad's restaurant,beside that i also date B and some friends for celebrate B's birthday!i drive my car as just like wanna fly!on the road to my dad's restaurant!suddenly mum inform me that i have to acc her to do something!but im rushing back to my friend!finally im getting mad!so angry me,but i didnt drive faster!hehe

luckily,when i arrived,i just need to sign a paper only!later,i fly back to my friend!

we went to jusco!

thn go eat chilli pan mee

thn we rush to b's house to buy dinner for her family!and also fetch a friend to go jusco again!

this time we watch movie!'where got ghost'

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.............

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...

not funny at all,but very very scarry lo!

i hate horror movie.....and my lover is not beside me also!

oow....after movie,we go eat cake's at secret recipe

we sing song for B!

haha...so swt!

i brought her a dress,an pink earing,and i made a b's phone chain for her!

oow......and i started to think...

so bad thinking!is i think i spent too many money on her!phone call fees and i just help her so much!at last she still wanna count very clear from me!quite dislike this feeling!

haha....

all is about money!now is i started confuse that,izzit all my best friend is needed to use money to change!no pay no friendship!

desperate ,this started to make me feel hesitate to pay for my friend!

but they will accompany me when im really sad!

does it worth?

this is a question.........................................................................

a good day!thanks god!

when the exam start,i start too,i started to sleep

2and a half hour to go!

ow...and at the last half an hour,i wake up and do something!

at least today im feeling good!

after school,my heart ready to be anxious,waiting for a call,a date!

haha...but at last i just went to jusco and buy some necessary

i drive my dad's bmw!oww...its so comfortable!love it

exam without ready again!slp early better luu...gud nit and

love everyone who care about me!

wishes:i want to be very obvious in crowded everyday!just like henna

and i like this guy!oow...so man!hope i can be the prince in the drama!

all the memory i had step on

我真的很难过

travel to dirty sexy money love city with a red car

its going to be late

i have to went back home but i don't

its just so painful in my heart

i dont want to go back home and live my unchanged life

so moody and i feeling want to go to the town

i want live in the city

shut up and drive to kl

ow,there's not a easy road to go

trafic jam at chaokit and when i reach thr i just regret that

i can walk another road what!!!

then i were lost

and my hp has no battery,cant call...oh godsh

i just simply turn to a dark road!suddenly i went to a huge malay kampung

i keep on turn and turn and i cant go out to the road!my heart beat non stop!

finally i found the road!

when i arrived to pavilion,its just feels not as good as i expect it!i feel more complicated

i saw a guy who chase me before,he walking with a tall guy and i felt the guy is more good looking than me!erm....quite hurt!so fast ........u know?just so fast....

tears drop when im driving!

becoz of trafic jam?no...is the loneliness

want to date a friend to acc me...but the hp cant start

petrol going to be empty

haiz...its time to go back to my place

haiz.......jam again!i look at the mng latest lookbook,so nice!i read the celebrities profile

sing with loud voice and just like a stupid

haha...

stupid ,but i enjoy that!cause its my dream before i can drive

finally

do i love him?or i just love the loving moment?

i cant be alone,i need a hand to catch my 0'c hand

so hug me!

take off yourself from me

try to forget a people is just a concentrated coffee...espresso

remind the happy moment everynight,cauz you know it will never come back!

smells of the coffee bean is just appear at the right moment,right temperature

once it takes some time,it just a coffee water

dilute it with milk or anything you like,it can change to many fravour!

mocha,cuppuchino,machiato..........................

hou bad啊婆婆

so bad

so uncomfortable

so stressful

so painful

so sad

so panic

so?facing those problem in 1 time

how o....

got exam de leh!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

if i can choose,can i go back to my simple life?

friend with no hurt

love with myself

smile always

everyone love me...

.....................................................boom.........

.........................................................................just dissapear so suddenly

连婆都no eye see aar

for my only DE...AR

your b'day is coming soon le wor!

it means that we have been together for 1 year edy luu...

although there's some problem happened between you and me!but i still love you very much!

i always try to be the special and memorable person in your life,but im not sure that im the most important person for you.

but you are the one that i love the most

i call you as dear,

dear,now is the new situation,i would like to be the one who care about you and protect you!

i hope i can do that,when you are stress,i try my best to make you relax,

it's not work,i started to be no word when talking to you!

i dont know you

and i felt sad,useless

you are the discusting human in the world,bitch!

when i first met you,i quite hate you,cause you are so bother

oh godsh,i started to felt that you are so cute,and so man

we,just like sugar met with lollipop!eew...so sweet

i love that i kiss you when you are driving

oow...

we love to compare to each other,

we compare our appearance,bodyshape,hairstyle,dressup,attractivity!

godsh,i still have confidence to make you fall for me de lo!

keke...

everything different from the biginning of us!

now,i hope you can more relax,u r a workaholic!

stay love forever me la!hehe,,,

be happy la..

friendship

朋友 我当你一秒朋友 朋友 我当你一世朋友 可你是吗？

restart the l.*.v.*

many things i just keep it as secret!

because i am scared,its just happen for a while and leave me again

i very appreciate the hapiness that i had

sometimes im thinking of you,i smile

and i keep it in my heart

sweet sweet sweet

no sharing,nor my sissy way will present on your eyes

the one i really love

i really love the one

no matter how hard to stay,i try

hurt just the feeling when i think too much!thats my excuses

hey,seems that just like the begining of us,but lost some of the true,a new lover!

kiss you in the movie,i am shy!when you close to me,i will anxious

just a short meet,it has fulfilled my dream for thousand of hour!

badly that im not in perfect to attract you!

the pimples on my face just change to digi line..............i will follow you...........

oh godsh,its just the right time!joke of mine

can you tell me that you love me and i can stay beside you?

im just a stupid that just fall in to you

pip pop pip pop

who r you?

i even dont know you but i do like your pic!

very very exited face and just like my feeling now!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

but i scarified my study of sejarah!will i die becoz of my decision?

keepfit...do 200 sit up and pumping 50!

but my broken face!help me god!!!

long time didnt saw him le la!scared 1 leh!

wo lai la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ops,CALLING from REAL LIFE sdn.bhd

a smile,

a truelly smile seems that havent happened in my face

tonight...

feels like im the prince again!

something very simple and its make me feels so good

for someone,they just need a small thing,the small thing can fulfill it!

however,the small thing is hard to get it

maybe it is hard to get,its more valuable

i will appreciate it,everyone do that so

i think mummy and i are the same type of people

having the same problem,have the same attitude,the same behavior

we do waiting for our lover everyday everynight everytime

waiting for the 1 who broke our heart...

human,no one treat us like that,dont hurt my mum

but sometimes i do hurt her the most.how?

today is not a happy day,but its a good day

eventhough you loss some thing,

dont worry,

you will gain something

and life's like this

i smile, i really smile,but its used to before i got my tears drop,

outch..........................................its painful

tired buzy crazy

im so tired!

6.30 wring mum to go pasar,having breakfast!

8.30go jog wif bb

9.30 go back home n napnap

12.30 bring mama to go summit square n selayang mall

1.00 fetch wxin go tuition

3.00 class dismissed!

3.30 go fetch mama back home!

4.15nap for 15 min

4.45fetch bb go tuition!

6.30 class dismissed

finally..............................

went back home n watch a cool drama called"dirty sexy money"

talks about upper society complicated life...quite interesting!i love their family's name call,the

darlings......................................................................................................................................................

ops,today i do eat lots of meat,my keep fit plan un sucessful!oooh no!

keep keep keep !im stil very fat fat fat!!!

at nit!after i watch hongkong drama!its my private time!feeling of sad appear suddenly.my eyes

bcom wet!i really don't know why!

mabe i need rest!

so tired

nitz..........

the girls with essence of SEXY

BeyonceBeyonce ShakiraShakira

early in the morning,i love to listen to Ego by Beyonce!sound of angel appeared and i know its time to wake up!

VS

highly recommended She Wolf by Shakira!the way she curve up her body just like a snake!guarantee you'll be shock!

the legend

once apon a time,there was three little baby,

they live nearby,and they study together!

since a year,they study at a same class and their friendship started to be very well!

they have a same characteristic,which was stupid!

each of them had fall in love to a guy!those were a bad guy!

the passionate of love had change their character very badly!while they falling in love,everything seems that not important,the attitude had change to let human hesitate!

althought love not stay longer,

three of them hurt so bad!and finally they grown up,they learn from it and keep maintaining their frienship very well!

things that would never change is the loyalty of the guy who they love!

when will the true love appeared?

should they hold on to their loyalty?

baby,enjoy the moment,eventhough u get hurt,mayb in future you cant experience it again!

keep it as a memory!stay young,stay tough,stay crazy.........

i was very happy in the bigining of today,

i went to school as usual,

chat gossip with the best friends of mine,acting(which we enjoy it very much)

going to be crazy!

but it not last too long!

after school,i rush back home and take a bath quickly,coz later got a tuition class!

i drive to school to bring the equipment for maple,then i have to fetch teresa

on the way to her house,i crash a motorcycle and the driver!oh my gosh....

shock me so badly and i just blur for 1minute!

actually i want to turn to my left hand side,but i forgot to open the signal light!

suddenly i saw a boom sound out of my car and a human just stick on my car!aaaaah

luckily the people was safe and he keep on his way without scolding me!thank god!amitofo

however,bad thing wont come alone!

after the tuition,i fetch mum to go hav our lunch!then i go back home and take a nap!

ops,albee cal me for remind me that its time to go another tuition!

with a sleepy mood,i have to drive!when i want to move out from my parking,i crash the wall and not just only 1 but 2 time!

i dont know how to adjust the car well!about 5 min,then i only can escape form that!

but i was just like the girl in the pic ,"whetevet"coz my car was broken!haha...

i just ignore it and continue my way!

mmm,i should listen to bom bom paw!

i should enjoy that and learn from it!so that i be more careful lo!yeah....

no way

sleepy prince

to day is a happy moddy busy day,

oh,

as usual,i drive to school!

and i felt that my driving technique is getting better!its happy!

oh,what a busy study day!and i really have the mood to study also...

the bigining of my dayplan is to do my tuition homework during the physic

however, the bitch physic teacher had just break my plan,she let us to mark our project by ourself!haha,i just giv myself full mark eventhought i didnt complete it!

ow....after school is +math tuition!

go lunch with my mum,ate the same thing yesterday"pan mee"

go back home and take my physic book and straight away go physic tuition!"i do fetch albee"

go buy satay after tuition!coz mum love it!

at home and i can feally felt tired........

damn tired...........

now im moody,coz im alone

i need love to make me light up

haiz.........hiew.............aiyo.......................

i call myself as a prince

a poor prince.........................................................................................................

i love myself

go away everything,im complicated

kill lost wishes

you kiss me and kill me and kiss me and kill me and kiss me and kill me

how dare you,who are you?bitches?or horrible fucker?

why you treat me like a shit?can't u appreciate me abit?

why everytime i started to forget you and you will appeared?

ignore me and you just act like nothing happened?

you know i love you so much

eventhough u hurt me painly!

friend tell me why you have to let him control you!not valuable to do such secrify!

what a stupid day!

i lost my wallet after i came back from school!

i try to rush to my littel red car to find find it out but it's not there,i thing i might left it at school!

so i just fetch my mum to the laundry shop,after that,i fetch my mum's friend with my mum to

selayang mall to drop them off!

i try to u turn and zooooom ....to my school!i quickly close my car and rush into my class!

hiew,luckily i found my wallet in my drawer!

mum just give me rm 20 to have a lunch for myself,so i date wxin(but she was bz)

then i date albee

we go to kepong to ask for the price about the added pieces of my car "ceiling"!!!waou...rm200!

i think is cheap lo!

then we go kepong and check out what to eat!but i willing to eat claypot ban mee at

selayang!haha.....

so we just went back to selayang!!!

haiz.........after we finish our lunch!i lost my rm 20 which my mum gave me just now!so mystery!

i really dont know how i can lost the money and i cant found it!haiz........what a bad luck!

izzit my bad luck is coming back?

how badly i just got back my luck....

yer...........................................................................

amitofo,god bless me la........................................................

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a small wishes:hope daddy can organised me $$$ to decorate my little vintage red putput car!

this is my plan:

totally clean up my car

put the zebra leather on the top of the car!

repair the sofa and i hope can put gucci leather!

buy a stearing cover!

buy a new carpet!

change the wiper!

decorate the outer part of my car!

design a very glamour logo on my stearing!

tala..........................

mr red

tut tut...i got my little red car!

long time didnt write blog,

i lost my luck and everything seems like no bright,

i even dont know what am i doing everyday,

finally,seems that my luck is coming back to me!

me and my group won 1st price at the koolam competition

1 of the guy sms me and tell me that he like my style and he wanna chase me if he is rich!

haha...

so funny!

the happiest thing is i already habit to live without him

yeah...huhu

he call me,after i waiting for 3 week

small chat and i know i still lov him,but i can leave him

everytime just want to tell you the three words 8letter

stop it,kelv

be smart,it wont get back my hapiness again or anymore!

love....................long time no see u neh,whr u go o?

haiz....

..

.

ops,my little tut tut car is now at my house parking area

so happy.

and finally got a car

coming of this car giving me a luck

red red,go go,beng beng,fiew fiew,hu hu...

i have no listerner

before,i have

things that makes me lost my listerner

is care other,

as if you have become a listener of other,the human just will talk to you about it

they forget that u also have problem going to face on!

am i?

listen to me,i am hurtful

answering a half love

finally..................................

finally

you call me

how different we are

the way we chat,so different,just like friend

i am happy with that

waou....................................

ya.....you call me......

huuh....

blur,

i smile!

i am thinking whether we......

no,not to be..............................

just stop,kelvin!

keep it in my heart,thats inough for me

yea...i love you!

wanna be on top?

ya, i love fashion

whole of my mind is to become a fashion designer

and i think i can do it!

but parent would not think of that.......

why they would not support me?they just scared that i will become sissy and become a gay!

so sorry....i already is....

ops...its so bad!

how to keep my life going?

i need a motivation...

maybe:parents aar,can you tell me"if you really want to study fashion,first you have to get well result at spm "like those thing lo!

thanks for my gor and my jie!

gor keep on cheer up me and tell me alot and i call that"adult language"

jie said"Love me for who i am , , NOt whom u wan me to be"

yea...alright!

i need to think.......think....think...

do i wanna be a fashion designer?

yes,i want to become a well known designer

say bye to me

oh,still the same mood....

after school i just wondering whether i can order mcd or not!badly,mum had prepared my lunch!

i need a nap nap for a while b4 going to tuition!

time just run very fast,it just like i lie on my bed for 1 minute...then i have to go

luckily i hav my gf sitting beside me,jokes and chatting quitely!its make me have the motivation to study...today hav to do rumusan!!!

its raining,i hav to walk in the rain back to my home.....

how pity am i...........i keep on imagine

the day we had beed together

thats a sweet memory

but thats hurt too

at night,i am very lazy to do my homework!

i desided to ignore all of that....hiew,who care

but i know i have to done on tomorrow

alright.......no..............its alwrong..........alwrong................................

still you wanna ignore me?

just tell me the answer,althought i already realised that

i even know what excuse you will say

just

tell me,you talk to me

and i will leaving you.....................

de...ar,do you still remember me?i am the one who love you very much...

ops.

sorry........

you're not my de...ar anymore

teilzeithippie

feeling not well again!all my mind were confused...

all the song sounds like noisy

luckily i found Annett Louisan

clasical,vintage,silent

just like a mask,soothing me...........................................

no meaning for living

i don't know what to do

i don't know what to do

i only do is miss you

i don't know what to do

i don't know what to do

i only do is love you

i don't know what to do

i don't know what to do

i should do is forget about you................................................................................................................................................................

its tired to live alone,especially without you

what i had became

i became the disgusting character which i would hate

but now i am

ugly

dirty

poor

yer...................................................................................................................................................................

its time to take a rest

find out what i really need

learn to live more selfish

maybe is a good idea

treat myself better

kelvin eng,dun worry,i sayang you aar

can you do that?

yes....................................................................................................................................................................

the seaside of us

our love begin at the seaside

i think,it should end by the brush of surf

i dont care,but lonely keep on tearing

pieces of my heard

broken like the sand

all of our memories,its time to go

one question

do you still love me?

tell me,take me all or leave me alone

my private mask

i still sick,and the h1n1 is getting more and more serious!

seems everyone is wearing mask,i think i also need a mask to protect other people!or maybe stay away from me!

mask,please do cover my sadness also!

even how sad i am,no one can saw it!

luckily,i am not that sad,just abit........

11.00:

i wake up and i feels like i am a jelly!i cant stand well!

cos i drank the medicine more than the given dosage

just like drunk,

ha.....

do it for what?

if u know me,u know why!

noon:

i watch a movie'push'

its a good movie!and i love the girl in the movie!

she's quite famous!

i think a good movie can let me feeling better!

eat med again,napnap again!

8.00:wake up n have my dinner....bread!

euuu.....hope can spread the peanut chocolate!but i only can spread apple jam and honey!

ok la...

i change my bed sheet!cos i feel very dirty!so many hair on it!haha.....cauz i am hairy!dirty me!

hav a chat with a taiwan friend!i like him alot,he just like a mystery,so special!love it!

need to do homework,but i am lazy!aiyo...so bad la

mr kelv dreaming

oh.....my love....my darling..............come hear to me,acc me,caring me.........