why........why love

kelvin must hurt kelvin de meh.............
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah............
i know i cant do this.................................
but why you only wanna go now...........
dont come on me at first ma................
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah................

ooh..o...love,you hurt me

after the dating... i think i really like the person
~i like to shopping with the person!
because i think we have the same taste
~i really enjoy when we watching a ghost movie which i would never choose horrow movie at cinema
~i hug the person hand because im scared
~i can slightly smell the smoke on the person hand...quite sexy
~i felt ancious when the person watching at me and come closer toward me
honestly....im exited.............................aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
~the person brought me a drink'green tea blended+choc mint'which are my favourate
~i leave the person
everything lost after that day
the person become cool and less to call me
no massage no feel of love like before
i know that
i already know that before
this feeling will dissapeared very fast..........but memorable
can you just let me know...wheater you wany leave me or you want fall in love with me?
now.....i just can waiting for your call.......keep waiting..........................................
but everytime i heared your voice just felt like force to talk to me.......
ok....
maybe its just over....
ok....
ever mind
i just remind the sweet memory.................................................................

thanks papa~❤

~1st sept 08
we went to pavilion to celebrate my lovely sister's b'day
while waiting for the foods..daddy give me a box...its a parfume
i felt happy because he stil remember i had order him to buy me a parfume long time ago!
i felt very happy...
BUT
i told him to buy gucci pour homme2 but he brought meacheap parfume,haiz...

quite dissapoint!
quite 'paiseh' cause daddy didnt buy anything for the person who is birthday but me!

keke...
we are curious about the price of the parfume,so we started to guess...320?210?90?20?19?

whatever....
i still very happy and very touch!
because he seldom do that to me!
i love you daddy.....