Wednesday, June 23, 2010

悲.....................

is my forehead has a word of悲?

im not sad,and don't see me and say are you okay!
im ok...
i need time and some freedom
now i rather alone...
friends just will make me emotional...coz of their word...they speak improper language

haha....im enjoying my single life....
just let me walk slow

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Transition period

i'm still waiting for myself,the true personality of me!

take some time to see through the true love

myself and friend of mine

LOVE

fall in love is not an easy thing...

so i decided to find myself 1st,

to find back my friend 2nd,

and find back our 穿拖鞋,走自信 3rd

Sex and The City here we go!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

happi birthday to my dearest mummie....

i made a greeting card for her as usual
but this time i trying to make it more mature style haha.....

im still feel not that good,no energy......i still can remember the feeling of vomit,like hell!

afternoon i bring mummy to mid.v
i brought a Coach key holder for mummy....is quite valuable,coz they having clearance now
we went Delicious....ooow....delicious
we order ceaser salad(love it) and a cheese cake!
it quite boring we didnt buy anything.....haha...

ow...i saw topshop is having a new brand and only available at mid.v outlet
AAA
its so korean rock style and so cool......love it love it....

haiz...i juz can touch n see,thats all!so pity....

at nit i driv dad n mum to Tenji, again......haiz.....having our lovely dinner and it cost scary expensive!

the most memorable thing is i 'eerh' for whole day,
'eerh' which mean two lung like doing popping in few second...killing me off...

haha.....crazy

Monday, June 14, 2010

i try to dress up over....until you cry

gaga coat....from jordan,my friend
black tee....from sesameonlineboutique.blogspot
necklace.....from my ex...haha
belt.............from Tough
skinny........from Sg.wang
spec............from '' ''
plastic shoe from ALT

i love fashion and i try not to think that is my whole life as my lecturer said!
recently i felt that i doesn't care about really nice or not,i just try on everything!
for me is so fun and exited!
love everytime when i choose what to wear!i sure will mess up my room badly to fit 1 outfits!
only doing that doesn't make me think about LOVE

i wish more friends of mine love to go shopping with me and make me change their style
it actually helps me alot...kinda exercise before get into fashion career!

as my buddy said,sometimes, im over forced someone to totally change their style but forgot about their personality!

thats a good question but is it really true?

i still haven't figure out what is fashion for me
but wait.......i will think a very good answer same as those super designersss.....

Thursday, June 10, 2010

hard situation station..............

suddenly i fall in love with sponge bob....

love the theme song...especially the chinese version

its hard to find the sad emotional of spongebob...

i wish i would be that,not always easy to be sad
i feel so empty in my life recently,
cant even breathe the fresh air...
cant accept that im a single boy,not even dated....

thanks for my bestest friend,Albee who always be side of me,make me feels im not alone
so sorry to my emotional behavior,you always calm down me and try to change my mindside
so sorry that i just can lie on you
i couldnt find any friend to cure me in this hard time...
actually.....i wish we can sit down a place spending our whole time just simply chat!i know it would be WONGKOK...............

suddenly i realized that i don't even know what i did and my decision is so stupid blur n unlogical...
i really sick...cough,sore throat,hi temperature,broke up,single,lack of friend,couldn't do everything well,gain weight,fat,out of shape,ugly,i lost my confident///////////////////////////

Autism

i should concern about this problem....

soon will b crazy

im scared to be alone........................................................................................
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...............................arhhhh....did you hear me
thats what i did inside my body,behind my left lung......



Sunday, June 6, 2010

yea...yea..yea... i wanna break up !
i cant accept more than 2 day not calling me,even when i call,but didnt answer...
sms...no
msn...no

i feel like you've died or something
if you still alive, you r not love me anymore
i feel like im so cheap.
im not going to be your admire and let you treat me like a shit!






today im so alone......5pm,i brought foods!i feel down,thats why i eat 4 meals...

i did my assignment but havent done! student need to wait for the study mood...seems like my mood juz came halfway

tomorrow i am a single man........i hate that a lot......without love life was so gross...

but perhaps i can find my new love...

haha...actually im not that sad...i just dont want to be single!

so hug me real friendssssss and hot sell me,im available

Friday, June 4, 2010

i still alone,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

love is everything to me.............


i thought the 2nd time is the good sign of true love
but it still not last long!
no even answer,call,reply,sms,msn.....what's happened?
is it the end....r u still want me,now i just became...a waiting machine
just 1 excuse u gave me,busy
ooow...bz............................
busy kill me