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Coloursss on me

21th oct.2010,thursday...

nothing special..........just went college for sewing class and the hideous class'digital application'!at least i done not bad for today!...huhu...

but i was super duper sleepy,bcoz i just got 4hours for my 'ugly'sleep.....i even got my sweet nap on computer class...

Is the day before the tattoo painting day....i am so nervious,thats why i ask albee for help,as for become my very 1st customer.

after practicing,i feel better...i think tomorrow gonna be a good day!...

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Bohemia Bohemia dream come true

something inside my mind!not a less...stress out

albee,on.1 bff

feel good that she started to dress up again...finally she found her own life balance!welcome back my B

Jean,bff

she is so shocking girly,so preety!

happy to go for a relaxing shopping at Ikea with her!+curry puff and vanila ice-cream....make human reborn or i can say,its a spa treatment

18th oct...semiformal is not bored

hey,today im 1hour late for my class because i was oversleep!luckily lecturer doesn't mad at me!

the day before Caryn dated me and jean for lunch and ask about dress code for today!...bling,i got an idea which is to wear formal in fashionable!

im wearing Dior Homme style,a oversize shirt with skinny pants+ polka dot ribbon as my accessory!wuuhu...love the way i look!

Caryn'wan,bff

i think she's a stylista!she got her own style and always fabulous if she's still in love!

clever matching with a princess dress with a cool coat...and she is wearing red heels,it so hot!

Jean,bff

even though her wardrobe just have1/10 of mine,but finally she learn some fashion sense...congratz my dear!

wearing high waist short pants...trust me,she had improved a lot!

Sammy,ex classmate

suddenly,a yellow shoe attract my eye,wuuhuu....its so cute!i think she matching it very well...

ow ya.....thanks for my senior,Gerald to make me an account at LOOKBOOK!thats what i want for a very long time and it has to be a fashion people only can get it!almost wanna cry already!a big kiss to GERALD...maksss...

DARKie

love will make you fashionable,or nothing...

SHOW OFF>>>>>>

15th of oct.today is a rock n roll stylo....

am wearing 'banana shop' tee and b'boy cuttin jeans by 'topman'!arh..........love it love it.....................oh...i mix with converse limited edition sneakers

wuuh........what a happy day!today i went 1u with simone for buying our stuff for the body paintin material!it was a good time for me n simone to know each other more!she's quite a nice girl and i think we can be good....aiyoooh....

at the afternoon,im goin to meet my albee at pavilion!huhu...its our shoppin time again!!!i met sandy,a good new friend of mine and miss alberess,my new millionare sister,we'll go out for shopping anytime you wanna splash your sweat,wahaha....

the whole day was a enjoyable day except miss albee is gettin super n super emotionalsssssssss....she just keep on behave like a children!suddenly happy and sudden screaming said tired!.......it makes me more tired!she can say,oh lets take a rest rather than keep saying she wanna go home!it so hideous...............................................................................

albee,you're not fully back yet and i dont care whats your feeling ,i just want to be selfish and need you fully back to your original albee chin,sorry!!!!!!!!

and i am missing someone............................x.o.x.o

2nd k.ashion day.LATE for 4hour to upload!

simone,classmate of f.design

erm....wearing very simple but she got a very nice skinny jeans+sexy heels.and eyeliner...haha

jordan,classmate

aiyaya.....pvc leather-like jacket is so cool and magging looks kinda naughty boy look

'haha...thanks for his hand to acc me watch ghost movie!i will stop breathing if without his hand...child eye was a very very good movie!recommend to watch 3d....you will definately feeling you are sitting roller coaster'

it's me....haha...today over dressing edy!not good not good!sorry for dressing crazily!im kinda weirdo...huhu.....

'so sad today,i was late for my class and cant sew well.....i wanna kill myself!will go practice tomorrow ....i want to be perfect perfect perfect'

yunnie,classmate of f.design

kawaii neh.......love her tee with shinny legging!my fav for today!but mayb she should wear even bigger spec or some accessories on her neck?i think a scarf will be perfect...wear it like scout scarf!need to make up my dear!!!

1st batch...huhu!...lets go

my look for today

am wearing a winter cap as my main accessory!

today feels is simply casual yet men!

'today i fetch my dearest albee back home and we had a deep talk!i feel super release,coz i shout a lot!we went pasar malam too,its the enjoyable moment....

we think is the time we both find ourself back to the 'gossip girl'life...have fun...huhu!

ow....and i set up a rules for us.

tomorrow going to fetch her go to my school like last time we always did....wish we can get MCD breakfast with hot milo too!yes....we are finally back to our friendship life!muakz....'

Mavel,classmate

she is wearing super vintage sporty look

the pants is rm5 from 'choukit'....its quite scarry for me,but look very oldie

and she is lazy to make up......aiyayaya

William,senior of f.design

he is wearing a oversize flora printed shirt and khaki pants!its kinda japanese street style....so cute n fat...haha

'for the spring of 2011 will have lots of big flora prints,polka dots and YELLOW'...just my personal feeling!haha......

TO BE COMMIN.....

K'ashion

"As a fashion student of PJCAD,i think i might start to do something fun and crazy!

a fashion snap

all my dear friendssssssss................get ready to show me the fierce fashion style and dress up the best look of you!i will shoot my favourate daily style trend.er

beware.......................x.o.x.o"

the reason to do this because i've started my 2nd semester of fashion design and lost my dearest partner,miss caryn........i feel like no more fun to be in the fashion room without her!coz we are TWINS,as she said.thats why i have to do something to motivate myself yet learning.wish i can success and not to be hot-tempered!is the time to learn to be independent...and i know i love fashion,so i have to carry on and run through further

to my dear friend,please support me and remind me of this....do not let me stop

fighting....bing bing

Competition of beauty

WE......Worth Everyday

we are like a mirror of each other,before

we will stick to each other everytime,before

we as the first important friend,before

we dress up the craziest on the street ,before

we love simply window shopping,before

we can't separate each other,before

we go to school together,before

i miss the way we live,before

but i know we have to grow up!

everything will change on different incident!

it just happened too fast!

everything change so so fast,i just haven't get used to it on time

but you force me to leave you

although u didn't say it out!

im glad that someone would care about you,maybe he can make you feel warm which u never had from your family!so sorry to say that,he also pull you off from my life!i felt not good everytime i call you or even look at you!you never pay any attention or you just will push me aside!i event dont have any mood to dress u up or anything!

i used to be alone,thanks that you have been in my life,i never expect i would have a buddy like you,i never say to you before,but i do...i love you!

don't have to worry about me,i am strong enough!i need time to make me get used to know that you already in relationship!i think i've told you that ,as a human shouldn't only have one friend!but i can't do that,i relied you too much!i didn't felt that you are so close!i think i will find more friend,good friend ,not just relied on you too much!

we r still the bestest friend ever,just we both have to grow up!i have to change our living mode!

well.................................................................................................................just give me 2 or 3 days a month as our good friend day ba!

悲.....................

is my forehead has a word of悲?

im not sad,and don't see me and say are you okay!

im ok...

i need time and some freedom

now i rather alone...

friends just will make me emotional...coz of their word...they speak improper language

haha....im enjoying my single life....

just let me walk slow

Transition period

i'm still waiting for myself,the true personality of me!

take some time to see through the true love

myself and friend of mine

LOVE

fall in love is not an easy thing...

so i decided to find myself 1st,

to find back my friend 2nd,

and find back our 穿拖鞋，走自信 3rd

Sex and The City here we go!

happi birthday to my dearest mummie....

i made a greeting card for her as usual

but this time i trying to make it more mature style haha.....

im still feel not that good,no energy......i still can remember the feeling of vomit,like hell!

afternoon i bring mummy to mid.v

i brought a Coach key holder for mummy....is quite valuable,coz they having clearance now

we went Delicious....ooow....delicious

we order ceaser salad(love it) and a cheese cake!

it quite boring we didnt buy anything.....haha...

ow...i saw topshop is having a new brand and only available at mid.v outlet

AAA

its so korean rock style and so cool......love it love it....

haiz...i juz can touch n see,thats all!so pity....

at nit i driv dad n mum to Tenji, again......haiz.....having our lovely dinner and it cost scary expensive!

the most memorable thing is i 'eerh' for whole day,

'eerh' which mean two lung like doing popping in few second...killing me off...

haha.....crazy

i try to dress up over....until you cry

gaga coat....from jordan,my friend

black tee....from sesameonlineboutique.blogspot

necklace.....from my ex...haha

belt.............from Tough

skinny........from Sg.wang

spec............from '' ''

plastic shoe from ALT

i love fashion and i try not to think that is my whole life as my lecturer said!

recently i felt that i doesn't care about really nice or not,i just try on everything!

for me is so fun and exited!

love everytime when i choose what to wear!i sure will mess up my room badly to fit 1 outfits!

only doing that doesn't make me think about LOVE

i wish more friends of mine love to go shopping with me and make me change their style

it actually helps me alot...kinda exercise before get into fashion career!

as my buddy said,sometimes, im over forced someone to totally change their style but forgot about their personality!

thats a good question but is it really true?

i still haven't figure out what is fashion for me

but wait.......i will think a very good answer same as those super designersss.....

hard situation station..............

suddenly i fall in love with sponge bob....

love the theme song...especially the chinese version

its hard to find the sad emotional of spongebob...

i wish i would be that,not always easy to be sad

i feel so empty in my life recently,

cant even breathe the fresh air...

cant accept that im a single boy,not even dated....

thanks for my bestest friend,Albee who always be side of me,make me feels im not alone

so sorry to my emotional behavior,you always calm down me and try to change my mindside

so sorry that i just can lie on you

i couldnt find any friend to cure me in this hard time...

actually.....i wish we can sit down a place spending our whole time just simply chat!i know it would be WONGKOK...............

suddenly i realized that i don't even know what i did and my decision is so stupid blur n unlogical...

i really sick...cough,sore throat,hi temperature,broke up,single,lack of friend,couldn't do everything well,gain weight,fat,out of shape,ugly,i lost my confident///////////////////////////

Autism

i should concern about this problem....

soon will b crazy

im scared to be alone........................................................................................

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...............................arhhhh....did you hear me

thats what i did inside my body,behind my left lung......

yea...yea..yea... i wanna break up !

i cant accept more than 2 day not calling me,even when i call,but didnt answer...

sms...no

msn...no

i feel like you've died or something

if you still alive, you r not love me anymore

i feel like im so cheap.

im not going to be your admire and let you treat me like a shit!

today im so alone......5pm,i brought foods!i feel down,thats why i eat 4 meals...

i did my assignment but havent done! student need to wait for the study mood...seems like my mood juz came halfway

tomorrow i am a single man........i hate that a lot......without love life was so gross...

but perhaps i can find my new love...

haha...actually im not that sad...i just dont want to be single!

so hug me real friendssssss and hot sell me,im available

i still alone,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

love is everything to me.............

i thought the 2nd time is the good sign of true love

but it still not last long!

no even answer,call,reply,sms,msn.....what's happened?

is it the end....r u still want me,now i just became...a waiting machine

just 1 excuse u gave me,busy

ooow...bz............................

busy kill me

♥

ok now im mad...23-24april

i never angry on you....but now i did

u r the worst monster in this world!keep on comparing me with your ex

and you said that im like 1 of them who is so trouble...increasing your problem....

fuck you...

i hate you

yea...i can't give you everything you want

but every time i also trying my best to give you...

im not sure whether we love each other or not!

you screw me

aaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

don't make me feel like im a rubbish....can throw and also can keep

like im not so important to you

yer............................

you are so geli....

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hate you /////////////////////////////////////////////////and love u.....u stupid

i need to hired a 'bank manager' kind of maid!

ow money,,,,,

i spent like throwing the money paper!

without worry...

can i eat what i want to eat?

can i buy what i wanna buy?

can i ask for more money?

can i have a credit card just for pay the petrol fees?

can my dear give me money to spent?

can i living in a 'too many money' life?

who is going to stop me?

911:hello, what the fuck can i help you?

kelv:hi,im calling from my wallet,i need your help

911:shit you...whats wrong with you?

kelv:i use all the money i have and no saving at all

911:well.......................................................

i feel nothing

ow....its been a long long time i never update my baby blog!

today i felt like nothing..........................low mood!thats y i decided to write a blog!

hmm.....what to say?

eeih...thanks for my dearest friend who had celebrated my b'day!especially my dear albee!she's forcing other people to fulfilled my demand!

luckily....i can study fashion design!thanks dad...

im not really really really happy....because they r not really agree about my decision!they just thought im just playing!...............whatever!!!fine....i'll let you see

is a happiness moment right now!i would love to maintain it for long lasting!

don't ever let you go away easily...this is not 1st or 2nd time!

mum...i know im kinda bad recently.....always hang out until late!but i still love you ok!(i keep it inside my heart)

i went jb last week...it was awesome!there's a junk sales selling 2nd hand stuff!i grab a lot like a crazy!haha.....every1 there wear like so fashionable...even better than kl people!!!they kinda vintage style!and i love it!!!!we took just blk n wht album frm there.....check out my fb's pic!

I DONT KNOW WHERE I FOUND THE BRAVENESS TO WEAR HIGH WAIST SHORTS AND WALKING AROUND JB!its look stupid la!but its a new look of mine!

ow....my hair....i did bleech it thn dye it into ash....finally i look like almost die...itc look cool!muak thanks celine,i like it!

fucking painful my tattoo......so pain and i dont know why i choose that place to did that!

the tattoo means everything had happened since i born until im 18 years old!....its my huge...est present i ever had too...thanks celine n wygen...huggies........

i met new friends from college...so far so good......wish everything will be better

haiz..................nth joe la!blek....

that's what i want!...in my 18th birthday!

i need it...it's a concealer !!!

a colourful mini porter messanger bag(fake)..........ow...i can bring it out everytime

a very classical real gucci strep...ow....i love it

a box of great mask....

a ring with my name,Kelvin.........its so sweet de la!but it hav to wait for 3 month for making it

mini poppop.......i want it since veli veli long time....make me feeling good...poppop

nike squeeze bottle.............i ask for it for few years edy

paul frank headset.......its so cool de la

prada key chain....when i saw it....i edy fall in love with it

i hate nokia...but when i go to the shop and touch this phone...it make me feel regret!

i means 'other than that'

i drop a jelly bean...under my bed

so i lie down and find the jelly bean

i use a lot of effort to get it back

finally i got it

but it cover with mud

i dont care...clean it up a little bit and put it into my mouth

although its yummy,it still dirty

The venetian...Macau

yes.....i am staying in this gorgeous resort during my vacation at macau

just jealouse me...because i had a very dramatic experience there.....make sure you really want it?

it was not a happy trip which i was aiming for!......it was a mess

the after ten years my father bring me and my mum went to a trip, almost same hurtful like the the tour to bangkok before 10 years

godsh....i swear i wont go travel with my dad anymore.

before this trip,i thought i can covered the bad memory,and i do a lot of search for this trip!

thanks for my bro's help

i want this trip to be a relax and enjoy tour...so i plan to eat and shopping at Macau only

althought it was a trashy trip...but it ended with hapiness...haiz,suan la

the story start now:

the day before we fly to Macau,we stay at Vistana hotel.

i drive to the hotel and park my baby at the parking.

waou...amazing,the hotel has been renovated!and i still like it

this hotel had a lot of my childhood memory

i always went there because my dad's restaurant was just at the opposite

before i sleep,i listen to music and read my just bought's magazine!so relax desneh.....

now the nightmare began...

my dad cant sleep at night and always disturbing me

from 11pm start to 2am,i already wake up for 3 time and because of him!

war.........thanks for my dad and the next day my smoky eyes makeup done...

we had our breakfast at the hotel and went to air asia airport by texi!

when we arrived at the airport,

we done the registered and sent the baggage...

then we wait at the hall....

shocking me...my dad brought a 40++%alcohol drink and said he wanna enjoy with my mum....

how sweet......i never saw my dad did those thing....

its time to get onto the flight

aiyooh...the seat was so tight...but whatever....

arrived to Macau

we took about 3 hour and 35 minute flight from M'sia to Macau...

then we took the free Venetian's bus to our dream resort...it just nearby

thanks for my cousin to help us book the discount price room so that we can enjoy our sleep with a affordable price

after we bath,we went to Pinocchio portuguese restaurant to had our dinner with my cousin...

i am so in love with the food..so special flavour that i never taste before

at the time,i also confirm about situation of the search of the foods...

waou.....i got it

the next day,

we went to 'HUANG TING' hotel to had our dimsum breakfast!i highly recommended

especially the "no1 bao"which is their well known foodthat only sell after 11am...and also limited

when my dad pay the bill...suddenly.he's fire was burned....with no reason

and my mum tell me that hes' mad was because of me.......what the hell was that

my mum tell me that i am not"man"enough...so i make my dad drop face................ediot

everything happened so suddenly and the time i feel like i destroy the trip....i almost wanna cry but i just keep the drop rolling on my eye...

we suppose to go to st.poul,but the plan was delay...we just back to the Venetian...

when i arrived....i dont care anything and just run to find a toilet and cry....

i want to be alone....so i listen to my mp3 and keep shopping....

my red eye make me not dare to look at people......i doesnt smile....no expression on my face...

but when i heard the sales trying to serve me...in that time...i can feel some worm.....thanks....

i think is time for me to go back to the room....

but when i reached...mum's not there...only saw my dad....haiz...i just say"dont talk to me" and start cry again on my bed

my mum was lost....

aaaaaaah.............................my dad go and find my mum and i just sit on the window and look outside......i keep thinking a lot of scarry thing....will my mum jump from the top of the building...will she hurt herself ?...blabla and i cry again......

finally i heard my mum's sound....they try to find me..and i hide myself covered by the window curtain....

lovely mama found me.......she know where am i...she know what am i thinking...always....

haiz......all are my fault.....

about 6pm...we went to a japanese restaurant to had our silent food....i just keep order without check the price....

i am so mad with my dad...he always said im not 'man' enough......please la....thats my personality and cant change anymore...do i need to act like a angry man to fulfilled him?

i am so moody and just like carrie having her vacation at maxico(sex and the city)

after that...we went to the street yesterday we were....buy biscuit,2 "amchun"roasted mini bird coast rm28each......then we back to Venetian

i dont want to go back room first....i went to Haagen Dazs and buy a huge icecream(1 scoop of rum raisin,1 scoop of green tea,topping with peach,strawberry jam,and almond nut)it costs rm29.

my very 18 horror movie