i was very happy in the bigining of today,

i went to school as usual,

chat gossip with the best friends of mine,acting(which we enjoy it very much)

going to be crazy!

but it not last too long!

after school,i rush back home and take a bath quickly,coz later got a tuition class!

i drive to school to bring the equipment for maple,then i have to fetch teresa

on the way to her house,i crash a motorcycle and the driver!oh my gosh....

shock me so badly and i just blur for 1minute!

actually i want to turn to my left hand side,but i forgot to open the signal light!

suddenly i saw a boom sound out of my car and a human just stick on my car!aaaaah

luckily the people was safe and he keep on his way without scolding me!thank god!amitofo

however,bad thing wont come alone!

after the tuition,i fetch mum to go hav our lunch!then i go back home and take a nap!

ops,albee cal me for remind me that its time to go another tuition!

with a sleepy mood,i have to drive!when i want to move out from my parking,i crash the wall and not just only 1 but 2 time!

i dont know how to adjust the car well!about 5 min,then i only can escape form that!

but i was just like the girl in the pic ,"whetevet"coz my car was broken!haha...

i just ignore it and continue my way!

mmm,i should listen to bom bom paw!

i should enjoy that and learn from it!so that i be more careful lo!yeah....

no way

sleepy prince

to day is a happy moddy busy day,

oh,

as usual,i drive to school!

and i felt that my driving technique is getting better!its happy!

oh,what a busy study day!and i really have the mood to study also...

the bigining of my dayplan is to do my tuition homework during the physic

however, the bitch physic teacher had just break my plan,she let us to mark our project by ourself!haha,i just giv myself full mark eventhought i didnt complete it!

ow....after school is +math tuition!

go lunch with my mum,ate the same thing yesterday"pan mee"

go back home and take my physic book and straight away go physic tuition!"i do fetch albee"

go buy satay after tuition!coz mum love it!

at home and i can feally felt tired........

damn tired...........

now im moody,coz im alone

i need love to make me light up

haiz.........hiew.............aiyo.......................

i call myself as a prince

a poor prince.........................................................................................................

i love myself

go away everything,im complicated

kill lost wishes

you kiss me and kill me and kiss me and kill me and kiss me and kill me

how dare you,who are you?bitches?or horrible fucker?

why you treat me like a shit?can't u appreciate me abit?

why everytime i started to forget you and you will appeared?

ignore me and you just act like nothing happened?

you know i love you so much

eventhough u hurt me painly!

friend tell me why you have to let him control you!not valuable to do such secrify!

what a stupid day!

i lost my wallet after i came back from school!

i try to rush to my littel red car to find find it out but it's not there,i thing i might left it at school!

so i just fetch my mum to the laundry shop,after that,i fetch my mum's friend with my mum to

selayang mall to drop them off!

i try to u turn and zooooom ....to my school!i quickly close my car and rush into my class!

hiew,luckily i found my wallet in my drawer!

mum just give me rm 20 to have a lunch for myself,so i date wxin(but she was bz)

then i date albee

we go to kepong to ask for the price about the added pieces of my car "ceiling"!!!waou...rm200!

i think is cheap lo!

then we go kepong and check out what to eat!but i willing to eat claypot ban mee at

selayang!haha.....

so we just went back to selayang!!!

haiz.........after we finish our lunch!i lost my rm 20 which my mum gave me just now!so mystery!

i really dont know how i can lost the money and i cant found it!haiz........what a bad luck!

izzit my bad luck is coming back?

how badly i just got back my luck....

yer...........................................................................

amitofo,god bless me la........................................................

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a small wishes:hope daddy can organised me $$$ to decorate my little vintage red putput car!

this is my plan:

totally clean up my car

put the zebra leather on the top of the car!

repair the sofa and i hope can put gucci leather!

buy a stearing cover!

buy a new carpet!

change the wiper!

decorate the outer part of my car!

design a very glamour logo on my stearing!

tala..........................

mr red

tut tut...i got my little red car!

long time didnt write blog,

i lost my luck and everything seems like no bright,

i even dont know what am i doing everyday,

finally,seems that my luck is coming back to me!

me and my group won 1st price at the koolam competition

1 of the guy sms me and tell me that he like my style and he wanna chase me if he is rich!

haha...

so funny!

the happiest thing is i already habit to live without him

yeah...huhu

he call me,after i waiting for 3 week

small chat and i know i still lov him,but i can leave him

everytime just want to tell you the three words 8letter

stop it,kelv

be smart,it wont get back my hapiness again or anymore!

love....................long time no see u neh,whr u go o?

haiz....

..

.

ops,my little tut tut car is now at my house parking area

so happy.

and finally got a car

coming of this car giving me a luck

red red,go go,beng beng,fiew fiew,hu hu...

i have no listerner

before,i have

things that makes me lost my listerner

is care other,

as if you have become a listener of other,the human just will talk to you about it

they forget that u also have problem going to face on!

am i?

listen to me,i am hurtful

answering a half love

finally..................................

finally

you call me

how different we are

the way we chat,so different,just like friend

i am happy with that

waou....................................

ya.....you call me......

huuh....

blur,

i smile!

i am thinking whether we......

no,not to be..............................

just stop,kelvin!

keep it in my heart,thats inough for me

yea...i love you!

wanna be on top?

ya, i love fashion

whole of my mind is to become a fashion designer

and i think i can do it!

but parent would not think of that.......

why they would not support me?they just scared that i will become sissy and become a gay!

so sorry....i already is....

ops...its so bad!

how to keep my life going?

i need a motivation...

maybe:parents aar,can you tell me"if you really want to study fashion,first you have to get well result at spm "like those thing lo!

thanks for my gor and my jie!

gor keep on cheer up me and tell me alot and i call that"adult language"

jie said"Love me for who i am , , NOt whom u wan me to be"

yea...alright!

i need to think.......think....think...

do i wanna be a fashion designer?

yes,i want to become a well known designer

say bye to me

oh,still the same mood....

after school i just wondering whether i can order mcd or not!badly,mum had prepared my lunch!

i need a nap nap for a while b4 going to tuition!

time just run very fast,it just like i lie on my bed for 1 minute...then i have to go

luckily i hav my gf sitting beside me,jokes and chatting quitely!its make me have the motivation to study...today hav to do rumusan!!!

its raining,i hav to walk in the rain back to my home.....

how pity am i...........i keep on imagine

the day we had beed together

thats a sweet memory

but thats hurt too

at night,i am very lazy to do my homework!

i desided to ignore all of that....hiew,who care

but i know i have to done on tomorrow

alright.......no..............its alwrong..........alwrong................................

still you wanna ignore me?

just tell me the answer,althought i already realised that

i even know what excuse you will say

just

tell me,you talk to me

and i will leaving you.....................

de...ar,do you still remember me?i am the one who love you very much...

ops.

sorry........

you're not my de...ar anymore