feeling from deep deep part beside my lung

boy you make me speechless,

some secret that never tell means shouldn't tell,

feeling have to keep aside when you need a thing

it will hurt the deep deep deep part left beside my lung

young means young lifestyle jump here jump there....do a lot of meaningless

izit suit for a mature style of relationship?

thats mean no everyday call,no everyday date no everyday romance......

its just like almost broke up like i've been

but for mature relationship,its still have love between it

compare to the young relationship,keep in touch in every second,easy angry easy happy,lots of nonsense!i would say it 'ANNOYING'

i don't know how to refuse and say "no"

seriously....

i have many opinion and lots of feeling

in my deep deep part beside my lung

every time when i give 100% to my lover,always get refused and finally i have to talk to myself in my room.....hi wall!

so so funny sometime

i always smile every1 love me smile,when i'm in bad mood,i cry......did any1 really want to see it?

i should call my name as kelvin poor.

trustworthiness

setiap bencana yang melanda mesti ada punca

whats wrong to my parent!

they rather trust the gossip also didn't trust me!

stop that....guess will destroy everything ok!

human

you either trust me or just shut up!

thanks for michelle to did all of these!i know she really need that!

attention please

if im really good,please treat me good

if im really bad,ignore me or just kill me

(for the human that i know)

hug me

(for my friend)

let me grow up

(for my parent)

do it for me

(for the 1 who love me)

kiss me

(for the unique 1)

pay me

(for the future fashion industry)

believe me

(for the stupid)

joke me

(for the buddy)

love me

(for me)

lets call it as a combination day

early in the morning,i went jogging again!

then i have to fetch my mum to have brunch and also went to the tailor shop!

these is the moment

BAD mood started....

but i don't like to talk about that!!!

i wish i could ignore it but i can't!

the whole day i keep thinking about the bad mood!

in the afternoon,i went my sister's home

coz we decided to go Raffles institute to ask about the course!lastly we didn't

....oow......

feel like i don't wanna go back home!

oow ya,my second dating was today!

eew...still the same place and still the same cinema and still the same weather

but different feeling different food,drink,different sitting pose

today movie is"""""""""""""""MEATBALL""""""""""""""'''''

huuray,it just so so HAPPY and HAPPINESS to watch that

my favorite scene which is the ice-cream winter....

oow,can i request a rum and raisin fravour?

i think i'm already love the way we been together

so normal,so fun,so sweet,so familiar

i think the previous relationship taught me a lot.....

im much more tough now~~~~i think!!!

mmm...the yummy green pan mee was so memorable and we just like 2 baby couple

chit chat so much beside eating!

waou...he was so busy and i really can feel his tired!

so i think i couldn't make him much more tired.............this is the only what i can do!

after he went home!

i decided to stay at there because i don think that going back home is a good choice!

only for today,i don't want to see my mum face

and my father

i feel that they give me so so much of pressure but not about study

they want me to be not 'ENG KHAI WAI'

they want a son

i walk around the curve,so cool and lonely!

eeih.....don't know why all of my friend keep sms me!

at least i got them.....and also the sweet word from someone

oow...a couple again....saw them eating mcD ice-cream

mayb have a mc flurry oreo would cheer me up!

waou.................the 1st time experience

i was sitting in front of adidas store and enjoy my lovely mcflurry

there were so silent and unfamiliar

makes me comfortable!

love the feeling.............

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almost 1 month!!!finally something happened!!!thunder and light.........

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trust me uncle,im poor and also poor

sorry uncle,i cant answer your question

i'm having the same feeling that you have

why dont we just sit down and share our idea about having a relationship with some1

love need giving energy,giving your brain to your lover,

once you falling for some1,.....................tired

as same as going to a battlefield

you can get a lot of money but get ready to sacrifice your life

do you know,uncle

i went to night market and look at those couple,

cant stop thinking a lot of question!and of course i'm jealous

what i really need?from the love

beautiful dirty rich sexy confidence face show off kiss

CARE.........i do really need

scars that would never recovered

is scared of touching

if u touch it...............ouch!

i think i cant handle refuse anymore

so i wish that before the ugly truth explode,sent me a sms and just go,if you love me

its enough for me to act like an ediot

i'm smiling doesn't mean that i'm happy

i'm silent doesn't mean that i'm mad

extremely needed a happiness hug

you try to know me,will you go more far

i really need to think what am i doing!

thanks,uncle...

now your turn

do you like me?or you like i chat with you in nude?