stop hurting,baby!

REcoffeeTABLE

"you make me become a cappuccino

but then you said you wanna latte!"

i am preparing to explode the best smell to you

but you don't care

i'm ignored

not just 1 time,my life is just like recycle

again again again again and again

WAItime scheduleBUSY

ow fine!everything change!

i am so duno what to do

i feel like so so so complicated

everyone seems like want me to be their teksi

i am so blur...

am i right?

or i am selfish?

whatever...at least i have my benefit

enjoy my holiday life ba kelvin!!!

(today)14dec-last spm"baby im going to be a orange,i roar the orange"

15dec-wenxin(sg.wang)morning till nit shopping day!roar........i want sales

17dec- 5 mulia shopping day(mid.v)i am not so sure whether there got their cloth or not!but i try my best to help them...and also learn to choose suit cloth for a person,my future job!

albee schedule cancel!wish her can get license so so soon!kambade

you cut off our shopping day.....owe me!!!!!!!!

1 night clubbing

i am so so mad

duno for what!!!im done here.......x.o.x.o

re-BORN-ing

2 paper more,one week more i am going to graduate from my high school,smk.kepong

good bye,hell!i wanna leave you forever.......................

hehe.......i am ready for my new notty notty adventure

come on baby...................................................................................................

and also started to concern about my future

education:

i am so so passion about fashion since i am in form 1,

i wanted to study fashion design

and after my spm i will go to raffles design institude to ask about the course and the""""FEES"""

i heard that raff is one of the highest payment college in kl!

am i going to sell my body to pay for the fees?

travel:

my dad and my mum desided to go either thailand or vietnam!

not sure yet!yeer....they are going to have a old style vacation which is follow by a tourist!

boring..........go see the antique or duno wat thing la!

but i am quite exited because we've never go travel together since i am 6years old!!!

don't care about that la,i just wanna relax and enjoy the gethering feel!

friend:

teresa-15dec, sgwang shopping and cut off her stupid hair

kelvin kwan-hang out

albee-crazy do noncense when i am free

mummy-24dec,celebrate x'mas at mid'v!sweet and it is my traditional

thats my friend's appointment

available for those who want to hang out with me[contact me for booking]

kelv's plan:

*i wanna clean up my books and redecorate my room

*i wanna dye my hair(orange,yama,light brown)

*i wanna clubbing or just go to a pub

*i wanna go genting(i've missed the graduation trip with my classmate)i am so sad with that(is your fault, leong)

*i wanna sick,i think i need to rest so so much!

*i wanna work,but i am too busy(december is my x'mas month,i want to enjoy it)(january free only)(february is chinese new year and valentine's day)(march,my birthday month,i want to celebrate the whole month)(june,i think i need to continue my study)where is the time for me to work????i need money$$$$$$$$$$$$

*i wanna work out my body and hope can be a model(modelling agency,please contact me)haha...

*i wanna go bangkok for my new clothes,i wanna shopping thr and wrap all the clothes thr

*i wanna have a relationship.....haiz,am i ready for love?where is my mr right?so so alone

x' l o v e mas

ring ring ring....

season of happiness,sweet and warm

just remember what you've give

couldn't remember how many other people gave you

lost yourself when you fell to some1

if you still yourself,do you really have love?

it seems like exchange your soul and it makes friend unbearable

i got enough but i still have demands

good or bad!its depend!

fight for your life,appreciate the air its given to you

thinking too much means i have a lots of idea,i am creator

haha...

ok...i am waiting

the right 1

to tell me the 3 words 8 letter

sorry my friend!!!!!!!!!bff ya

feeling from deep deep part beside my lung

boy you make me speechless,

some secret that never tell means shouldn't tell,

feeling have to keep aside when you need a thing

it will hurt the deep deep deep part left beside my lung

young means young lifestyle jump here jump there....do a lot of meaningless

izit suit for a mature style of relationship?

thats mean no everyday call,no everyday date no everyday romance......

its just like almost broke up like i've been

but for mature relationship,its still have love between it

compare to the young relationship,keep in touch in every second,easy angry easy happy,lots of nonsense!i would say it 'ANNOYING'

i don't know how to refuse and say "no"

seriously....

i have many opinion and lots of feeling

in my deep deep part beside my lung

every time when i give 100% to my lover,always get refused and finally i have to talk to myself in my room.....hi wall!

so so funny sometime

i always smile every1 love me smile,when i'm in bad mood,i cry......did any1 really want to see it?

i should call my name as kelvin poor.

trustworthiness

setiap bencana yang melanda mesti ada punca

whats wrong to my parent!

they rather trust the gossip also didn't trust me!

stop that....guess will destroy everything ok!

human

you either trust me or just shut up!

thanks for michelle to did all of these!i know she really need that!

attention please

if im really good,please treat me good

if im really bad,ignore me or just kill me

(for the human that i know)

hug me

(for my friend)

let me grow up

(for my parent)

do it for me

(for the 1 who love me)

kiss me

(for the unique 1)

pay me

(for the future fashion industry)

believe me

(for the stupid)

joke me

(for the buddy)

love me

(for me)

lets call it as a combination day

early in the morning,i went jogging again!

then i have to fetch my mum to have brunch and also went to the tailor shop!

these is the moment

BAD mood started....

but i don't like to talk about that!!!

i wish i could ignore it but i can't!

the whole day i keep thinking about the bad mood!

in the afternoon,i went my sister's home

coz we decided to go Raffles institute to ask about the course!lastly we didn't

....oow......

feel like i don't wanna go back home!

oow ya,my second dating was today!

eew...still the same place and still the same cinema and still the same weather

but different feeling different food,drink,different sitting pose

today movie is"""""""""""""""MEATBALL""""""""""""""'''''

huuray,it just so so HAPPY and HAPPINESS to watch that

my favorite scene which is the ice-cream winter....

oow,can i request a rum and raisin fravour?

i think i'm already love the way we been together

so normal,so fun,so sweet,so familiar

i think the previous relationship taught me a lot.....

im much more tough now~~~~i think!!!

mmm...the yummy green pan mee was so memorable and we just like 2 baby couple

chit chat so much beside eating!

waou...he was so busy and i really can feel his tired!

so i think i couldn't make him much more tired.............this is the only what i can do!

after he went home!

i decided to stay at there because i don think that going back home is a good choice!

only for today,i don't want to see my mum face

and my father

i feel that they give me so so much of pressure but not about study

they want me to be not 'ENG KHAI WAI'

they want a son

i walk around the curve,so cool and lonely!

eeih.....don't know why all of my friend keep sms me!

at least i got them.....and also the sweet word from someone

oow...a couple again....saw them eating mcD ice-cream

mayb have a mc flurry oreo would cheer me up!

waou.................the 1st time experience

i was sitting in front of adidas store and enjoy my lovely mcflurry

there were so silent and unfamiliar

makes me comfortable!

love the feeling.............

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almost 1 month!!!finally something happened!!!thunder and light.........

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trust me uncle,im poor and also poor

sorry uncle,i cant answer your question

i'm having the same feeling that you have

why dont we just sit down and share our idea about having a relationship with some1

love need giving energy,giving your brain to your lover,

once you falling for some1,.....................tired

as same as going to a battlefield

you can get a lot of money but get ready to sacrifice your life

do you know,uncle

i went to night market and look at those couple,

cant stop thinking a lot of question!and of course i'm jealous

what i really need?from the love

beautiful dirty rich sexy confidence face show off kiss

CARE.........i do really need

scars that would never recovered

is scared of touching

if u touch it...............ouch!

i think i cant handle refuse anymore

so i wish that before the ugly truth explode,sent me a sms and just go,if you love me

its enough for me to act like an ediot

i'm smiling doesn't mean that i'm happy

i'm silent doesn't mean that i'm mad

extremely needed a happiness hug

you try to know me,will you go more far

i really need to think what am i doing!

thanks,uncle...

now your turn

do you like me?or you like i chat with you in nude?

yummy megan lummy jiajia

baby fox....it's damn hot

i love the blood that split out from her body.........

aaargh..........bite and bite the bad guys

mmmm....yummy..............................................................................that's only the sexy can do it

ow...what the hell is today,

rush back from school and started to dress up myself

i'm so mad with the girl who give me the violence facial treatment,

suppose the reason to go for the facial is to clear up my face,

but 4 huge pimples inflame on my face after the treatment!huhu...............

the only thing i can do is use my dearest foundation to cover up my scars!

poor little teenage guy"me"

ops...almost 1.45p.m.

have to rush to the curve!

oow...i am so so exited, anxious,and i started to dreaming what will we do later...

on the road to my 'datination'(dating destination)

war...i saw a car on fire!so dramatic

we meet up at starbuck with his notty kick

bam.....so so so small face.....it was my 1st impression to him

i am so lack of confidence to facing him!coz my make up was a little too over,

we went to the cineleisure cinema to buy tickets!oow...thats a hard decision to choose which movie we would go for!

lastly i choose 'jennifer's body' because of megan fox

oow.......i love the moment that the blood come out and Megan bite those guys

but almost every shoot i shout loudly!haha.......i make him feel so 'drop face'

after that we went to ikea to enjoy our swt swt hi-tea at the ikea 2nd floor!

he order meatball that i haven't eat before!sadly,thats meatball (beef)which i cant eat

but i love the french fries with ""berry jam!so sweet ...mmm....muak muak!

ring......................................................its time to go back home luu!!!

say gudbye and i were lost!!!

hoho...im so stupid!

after i get the ikea catalog thn i cant fint the way to my carpark!!!godsh.........

oow...finally i found it!

sei lo...........super duper trafic jam!!!

rush back home,rush to tuition centre,after 10p.m. i fetch teresa n michelle back home n finally i can have my dinner!!!

the end!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................

oow...bitches.........fill up your blood ooh.....

im going to getz u

you are the 1 ,you cant change but you can stay positive

dear human

we all facing different difficulties and trouble

no matter what,keep growing the peace in your heart

i've tried many time of lost feelings

friend..................lover

maybe in the future,my love will not pure anymore

at least i support positive thinking!

my friend,no matter who are you

you are not pity

i do support you!but please dont make our relationship break up!

please don't try to hurt me again!

don't try to burn the peace of us

super service just for me by CHANEL

help help help..............

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i'm going to call no5 Chanel ambulance joe lo

so dangerous leh!!!

ow my godsh,u know what i did just now?

i almost wanna burned my house kitchen

so dangerous ooh...

the reason is::::::

b4mama going to slp she open the fire to heat the soup up and told me close the fire few minute later

but when she's telling me,im watching tv and i really can't concentrate on her word!!!

so i just keep on enjoying my tv show.........

waou.......a very nice smell like barbeque come through my nose....i thought is my neighbour cooking or what!

ding!........luckily my brain is stil functioning

i sense something bad happened!

so i rush to kitchen

waou...really barbeque joe!!!the smell is damn faint!

i close it and the soup inside was gone!haiz....

until now the smell are still didnt gone

mayb wil sleep with those smell...

ok...fine....make it as usual!haha...........sssssssss

kaka......this fire were so expensive!!!got Chanel special service tim....

wei....calling from heartbeat

may i know how to date a people?

what i should say?

when i should plan?

how to ask?

where i should ask to go?

how to stop popping my heart?

so nervious........................................................................................................

i am so scared........

in my heart is just have a lots of protection

scared to get refuse

scared to get hurt

i should keep remind my slogan:

if i am not your tea,don't drink and split it out!

hoho......but i am very tasty greentea!

looking just nice

smell's like high class

feel's so friendly and funny

touching so smooth

sweet and sour

sexy like ahwuu.................

check this hand cause im marvelous

attention please:this is a syok sendiri part,if you feeling not so well while reading this!thats mean you are not my friend,cause all my friend will agree with that! haha.........=.=!!!