yea...yea..yea... i wanna break up !

i cant accept more than 2 day not calling me,even when i call,but didnt answer...

sms...no

msn...no

i feel like you've died or something

if you still alive, you r not love me anymore

i feel like im so cheap.

im not going to be your admire and let you treat me like a shit!

today im so alone......5pm,i brought foods!i feel down,thats why i eat 4 meals...

i did my assignment but havent done! student need to wait for the study mood...seems like my mood juz came halfway

tomorrow i am a single man........i hate that a lot......without love life was so gross...

but perhaps i can find my new love...

haha...actually im not that sad...i just dont want to be single!

so hug me real friendssssss and hot sell me,im available

i still alone,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

love is everything to me.............

i thought the 2nd time is the good sign of true love

but it still not last long!

no even answer,call,reply,sms,msn.....what's happened?

is it the end....r u still want me,now i just became...a waiting machine

just 1 excuse u gave me,busy

ooow...bz............................

busy kill me

♥

ok now im mad...23-24april

i never angry on you....but now i did

u r the worst monster in this world!keep on comparing me with your ex

and you said that im like 1 of them who is so trouble...increasing your problem....

fuck you...

i hate you

yea...i can't give you everything you want

but every time i also trying my best to give you...

im not sure whether we love each other or not!

you screw me

aaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

don't make me feel like im a rubbish....can throw and also can keep

like im not so important to you

yer............................

you are so geli....

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hate you /////////////////////////////////////////////////and love u.....u stupid

i need to hired a 'bank manager' kind of maid!

ow money,,,,,

i spent like throwing the money paper!

without worry...

can i eat what i want to eat?

can i buy what i wanna buy?

can i ask for more money?

can i have a credit card just for pay the petrol fees?

can my dear give me money to spent?

can i living in a 'too many money' life?

who is going to stop me?

911:hello, what the fuck can i help you?

kelv:hi,im calling from my wallet,i need your help

911:shit you...whats wrong with you?

kelv:i use all the money i have and no saving at all

911:well.......................................................

i feel nothing

ow....its been a long long time i never update my baby blog!

today i felt like nothing..........................low mood!thats y i decided to write a blog!

hmm.....what to say?

eeih...thanks for my dearest friend who had celebrated my b'day!especially my dear albee!she's forcing other people to fulfilled my demand!

luckily....i can study fashion design!thanks dad...

im not really really really happy....because they r not really agree about my decision!they just thought im just playing!...............whatever!!!fine....i'll let you see

is a happiness moment right now!i would love to maintain it for long lasting!

don't ever let you go away easily...this is not 1st or 2nd time!

mum...i know im kinda bad recently.....always hang out until late!but i still love you ok!(i keep it inside my heart)

i went jb last week...it was awesome!there's a junk sales selling 2nd hand stuff!i grab a lot like a crazy!haha.....every1 there wear like so fashionable...even better than kl people!!!they kinda vintage style!and i love it!!!!we took just blk n wht album frm there.....check out my fb's pic!

I DONT KNOW WHERE I FOUND THE BRAVENESS TO WEAR HIGH WAIST SHORTS AND WALKING AROUND JB!its look stupid la!but its a new look of mine!

ow....my hair....i did bleech it thn dye it into ash....finally i look like almost die...itc look cool!muak thanks celine,i like it!

fucking painful my tattoo......so pain and i dont know why i choose that place to did that!

the tattoo means everything had happened since i born until im 18 years old!....its my huge...est present i ever had too...thanks celine n wygen...huggies........

i met new friends from college...so far so good......wish everything will be better

haiz..................nth joe la!blek....

that's what i want!...in my 18th birthday!

i need it...it's a concealer !!!

a colourful mini porter messanger bag(fake)..........ow...i can bring it out everytime

a very classical real gucci strep...ow....i love it

a box of great mask....

a ring with my name,Kelvin.........its so sweet de la!but it hav to wait for 3 month for making it

mini poppop.......i want it since veli veli long time....make me feeling good...poppop

nike squeeze bottle.............i ask for it for few years edy

paul frank headset.......its so cool de la

prada key chain....when i saw it....i edy fall in love with it

i hate nokia...but when i go to the shop and touch this phone...it make me feel regret!

i means 'other than that'

i drop a jelly bean...under my bed

so i lie down and find the jelly bean

i use a lot of effort to get it back

finally i got it

but it cover with mud

i dont care...clean it up a little bit and put it into my mouth

although its yummy,it still dirty

The venetian...Macau

yes.....i am staying in this gorgeous resort during my vacation at macau

just jealouse me...because i had a very dramatic experience there.....make sure you really want it?

it was not a happy trip which i was aiming for!......it was a mess

the after ten years my father bring me and my mum went to a trip, almost same hurtful like the the tour to bangkok before 10 years

godsh....i swear i wont go travel with my dad anymore.

before this trip,i thought i can covered the bad memory,and i do a lot of search for this trip!

thanks for my bro's help

i want this trip to be a relax and enjoy tour...so i plan to eat and shopping at Macau only

althought it was a trashy trip...but it ended with hapiness...haiz,suan la

the story start now:

the day before we fly to Macau,we stay at Vistana hotel.

i drive to the hotel and park my baby at the parking.

waou...amazing,the hotel has been renovated!and i still like it

this hotel had a lot of my childhood memory

i always went there because my dad's restaurant was just at the opposite

before i sleep,i listen to music and read my just bought's magazine!so relax desneh.....

now the nightmare began...

my dad cant sleep at night and always disturbing me

from 11pm start to 2am,i already wake up for 3 time and because of him!

war.........thanks for my dad and the next day my smoky eyes makeup done...

we had our breakfast at the hotel and went to air asia airport by texi!

when we arrived at the airport,

we done the registered and sent the baggage...

then we wait at the hall....

shocking me...my dad brought a 40++%alcohol drink and said he wanna enjoy with my mum....

how sweet......i never saw my dad did those thing....

its time to get onto the flight

aiyooh...the seat was so tight...but whatever....

arrived to Macau

we took about 3 hour and 35 minute flight from M'sia to Macau...

then we took the free Venetian's bus to our dream resort...it just nearby

thanks for my cousin to help us book the discount price room so that we can enjoy our sleep with a affordable price

after we bath,we went to Pinocchio portuguese restaurant to had our dinner with my cousin...

i am so in love with the food..so special flavour that i never taste before

at the time,i also confirm about situation of the search of the foods...

waou.....i got it

the next day,

we went to 'HUANG TING' hotel to had our dimsum breakfast!i highly recommended

especially the "no1 bao"which is their well known foodthat only sell after 11am...and also limited

when my dad pay the bill...suddenly.he's fire was burned....with no reason

and my mum tell me that hes' mad was because of me.......what the hell was that

my mum tell me that i am not"man"enough...so i make my dad drop face................ediot

everything happened so suddenly and the time i feel like i destroy the trip....i almost wanna cry but i just keep the drop rolling on my eye...

we suppose to go to st.poul,but the plan was delay...we just back to the Venetian...

when i arrived....i dont care anything and just run to find a toilet and cry....

i want to be alone....so i listen to my mp3 and keep shopping....

my red eye make me not dare to look at people......i doesnt smile....no expression on my face...

but when i heard the sales trying to serve me...in that time...i can feel some worm.....thanks....

i think is time for me to go back to the room....

but when i reached...mum's not there...only saw my dad....haiz...i just say"dont talk to me" and start cry again on my bed

my mum was lost....

aaaaaaah.............................my dad go and find my mum and i just sit on the window and look outside......i keep thinking a lot of scarry thing....will my mum jump from the top of the building...will she hurt herself ?...blabla and i cry again......

finally i heard my mum's sound....they try to find me..and i hide myself covered by the window curtain....

lovely mama found me.......she know where am i...she know what am i thinking...always....

haiz......all are my fault.....

about 6pm...we went to a japanese restaurant to had our silent food....i just keep order without check the price....

i am so mad with my dad...he always said im not 'man' enough......please la....thats my personality and cant change anymore...do i need to act like a angry man to fulfilled him?

i am so moody and just like carrie having her vacation at maxico(sex and the city)

after that...we went to the street yesterday we were....buy biscuit,2 "amchun"roasted mini bird coast rm28each......then we back to Venetian

i dont want to go back room first....i went to Haagen Dazs and buy a huge icecream(1 scoop of rum raisin,1 scoop of green tea,topping with peach,strawberry jam,and almond nut)it costs rm29.

my very 18 horror movie

stop hurting,baby!

REcoffeeTABLE

"you make me become a cappuccino

but then you said you wanna latte!"

i am preparing to explode the best smell to you

but you don't care

i'm ignored

not just 1 time,my life is just like recycle

again again again again and again

WAItime scheduleBUSY

ow fine!everything change!

i am so duno what to do

i feel like so so so complicated

everyone seems like want me to be their teksi

i am so blur...

am i right?

or i am selfish?

whatever...at least i have my benefit

enjoy my holiday life ba kelvin!!!

(today)14dec-last spm"baby im going to be a orange,i roar the orange"

15dec-wenxin(sg.wang)morning till nit shopping day!roar........i want sales

17dec- 5 mulia shopping day(mid.v)i am not so sure whether there got their cloth or not!but i try my best to help them...and also learn to choose suit cloth for a person,my future job!

albee schedule cancel!wish her can get license so so soon!kambade

you cut off our shopping day.....owe me!!!!!!!!

1 night clubbing

i am so so mad

duno for what!!!im done here.......x.o.x.o

re-BORN-ing

2 paper more,one week more i am going to graduate from my high school,smk.kepong

good bye,hell!i wanna leave you forever.......................

hehe.......i am ready for my new notty notty adventure

come on baby...................................................................................................

and also started to concern about my future

education:

i am so so passion about fashion since i am in form 1,

i wanted to study fashion design

and after my spm i will go to raffles design institude to ask about the course and the""""FEES"""

i heard that raff is one of the highest payment college in kl!

am i going to sell my body to pay for the fees?

travel:

my dad and my mum desided to go either thailand or vietnam!

not sure yet!yeer....they are going to have a old style vacation which is follow by a tourist!

boring..........go see the antique or duno wat thing la!

but i am quite exited because we've never go travel together since i am 6years old!!!

don't care about that la,i just wanna relax and enjoy the gethering feel!

friend:

teresa-15dec, sgwang shopping and cut off her stupid hair

kelvin kwan-hang out

albee-crazy do noncense when i am free

mummy-24dec,celebrate x'mas at mid'v!sweet and it is my traditional

thats my friend's appointment

available for those who want to hang out with me[contact me for booking]

kelv's plan:

*i wanna clean up my books and redecorate my room

*i wanna dye my hair(orange,yama,light brown)

*i wanna clubbing or just go to a pub

*i wanna go genting(i've missed the graduation trip with my classmate)i am so sad with that(is your fault, leong)

*i wanna sick,i think i need to rest so so much!

*i wanna work,but i am too busy(december is my x'mas month,i want to enjoy it)(january free only)(february is chinese new year and valentine's day)(march,my birthday month,i want to celebrate the whole month)(june,i think i need to continue my study)where is the time for me to work????i need money$$$$$$$$$$$$

*i wanna work out my body and hope can be a model(modelling agency,please contact me)haha...

*i wanna go bangkok for my new clothes,i wanna shopping thr and wrap all the clothes thr

*i wanna have a relationship.....haiz,am i ready for love?where is my mr right?so so alone

x' l o v e mas

ring ring ring....

season of happiness,sweet and warm

just remember what you've give

couldn't remember how many other people gave you

lost yourself when you fell to some1

if you still yourself,do you really have love?

it seems like exchange your soul and it makes friend unbearable

i got enough but i still have demands

good or bad!its depend!

fight for your life,appreciate the air its given to you

thinking too much means i have a lots of idea,i am creator

haha...

ok...i am waiting

the right 1

to tell me the 3 words 8 letter

sorry my friend!!!!!!!!!bff ya