wei....calling from heartbeat

may i know how to date a people?

what i should say?

when i should plan?

how to ask?

where i should ask to go?

how to stop popping my heart?

so nervious........................................................................................................

i am so scared........

in my heart is just have a lots of protection

scared to get refuse

scared to get hurt

i should keep remind my slogan:

if i am not your tea,don't drink and split it out!

hoho......but i am very tasty greentea!

looking just nice

smell's like high class

feel's so friendly and funny

touching so smooth

sweet and sour

sexy like ahwuu.................

check this hand cause im marvelous

attention please:this is a syok sendiri part,if you feeling not so well while reading this!thats mean you are not my friend,cause all my friend will agree with that! haha.........=.=!!!

joke a gossip

human love gossip.........

gossip means telling other's secret to another

its quite funny when you know it

and you love to tell other

it just like a sport!

but make sure don't forget to be respective

hey...may i tell u a secret?i am single now..........but try to tell everybody ok!

poor little girl

just like me!

actually today is used to be a good study day,

early in the morning,i went jogging with my dear b and dear whitelingling

they were late,but i just feel nothing

only feel that today is not a talking day!so i just shut my mouth and jog for the whole frim

sorry for them that they thought i am sad or angry or what!!!

hmm.....ow my godsh,when we going to finish our jog,i felt stomachache

zoooom...................fly back home and i just simply park at othr ppl's parking!

coz i thought will go out to hav breakfast!

zoom.........reach home.............luckily i didn't "lao sai"

after that,i cancle the breakfast plan n go to hav a nap!shit lo!from11am until2pm...

i hav to get ready and go to tuition soon!!!almost forgot that i park othr ppl place!

deng deng.............when i go to take my car!!!

i saw my FURRUREI was locked with a board which wrote '50'

i started trembling and also angry

so i decided to find the gat

i just act like nothing ant try to talk with him!!!

excuses and lies all came out through his mouth and just want me to pay rm50

ow my godsh...its too expensive to pay for the fine

i went to find the owner'this is the first time to be brave'

i knock the ppl's door and horror feeling started killing me

when the door open!i saw a half nude ah pek and look like a gangster!

i take a breath and try to ask something...but at last i give up,i am too scared

so i call B...........................and the tears started to drop

wah laoeh.....i cant do anything but just pay for it!

i cry nonstop and also drive through B's home.....cry along the journey to the aman puri mcD

thats my 1st meal i got and the time is4.30p.m.

i feeling better when i got the free purple glass...yeah!!!

ops...and i loss my limited lvbear which always stick with my car key!

i think the reason i am so bad luck is because i didnt go for a pray the 'gao wong yeh' coz i just refuse it when mum ask me whether want to go or not!!hoho......

at nit:we went to klcc,the kinokuniya to see some fashion book to make me much more happier haha....without bring any money!we also window shopping around and we found a small trick that how to capture the klcc and also your face at night(if you didnt have any flash light)keke......................................................................enjoy it veli much

thn we just go to parking and something happened!when i pull the ticket into the machine at the exit,it doesn't respond....haha....we just call the person and finally we can go out!

b4 we went back,B bring a 6%beer!we share the beer to release our sadness!

hoho....finally our intelegent,tough,smart B cry...........yeah!

what a happy ending!

ops....i drink beer!and i allergic of alcohol!!!hopefully nothing happened!

cockroach as fashion?

yer....discusting!

just realised that i accidently became the reason of the couple break up!

oh my godsh...you will never know how gross feeling was it!

the one that i love lie to me for 1 year

is so hurtfull...........................................

i need a hug!any1?

i want to say sorry to my dear friend,mr.J!

please just forgive me!

finally,i can totally disappointed to that guy!and i will never hoping for anything from him...

die to u

but i just need some drops to wash those scarry memory

all is a trick

i were a toy,but not a toy anymore.....................................................................................................

cockroach,i hate you

[warning: all of the cockroach,don't near me,i sure will kill you hardly]

单方面申请离婚

够了，我真的累了

或许我应该早点觉悟，不该再流下眷恋

我们之间渐渐疏远是从何开始？

我为你伤害自己足以让我伤痕累累

我们分手吧

也许你让我说是对我最后的温柔吧！

我也不知说了几次＂我们分手＂了吧！

好恶心哦

我真的都被抛弃的

不够坚强而一直都是被欺负

我应该反驳，但无力

爱你是我玩过最难忘的过山车

超级起起落落

谢谢好友相拌，我终于可以习惯单身了

给我的时间已足够

是时候 '比齿' 一下咯

姐妹们，上！aaaahwuuu.................................

beware and don't drink me if im not your cup of coffee

i raise my hand

i raise up my hand through the sunlight

i give up

give up to continue upholding

i just need those thing that i lost

no matter how expensive,i pay for it

no matter how barely it is,i do

everything need many effort to get it!

cruel human being is killing me off

lost the way,i dont know what i have to do...

study is no mood,whats my future?now...i just can only see the darkness

recreate the brightening tomorrow,maybe is need to give up something

ok.......................................i go on the road

stop hurting me...nor let me die

b's b'day vs $ friendship

today is my dearest B birthday!

haha....its also my ponteng day!

its consider a rushing day,

last night,i cleaning my room start from 2a.m.,i change bedcase,mop floor,and also cleaning dust!

after that,i started to clean up my 'hair'on my face,eyebrow,and beard!

its so tired because i done everything until5.30 a.m.

hoho...

i wake up in 12.30 p.m. and started to clean toilet!

1.00p.m.i have to fetch my mum to my dad's restaurant,beside that i also date B and some friends for celebrate B's birthday!i drive my car as just like wanna fly!on the road to my dad's restaurant!suddenly mum inform me that i have to acc her to do something!but im rushing back to my friend!finally im getting mad!so angry me,but i didnt drive faster!hehe

luckily,when i arrived,i just need to sign a paper only!later,i fly back to my friend!

we went to jusco!

thn go eat chilli pan mee

thn we rush to b's house to buy dinner for her family!and also fetch a friend to go jusco again!

this time we watch movie!'where got ghost'

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.............

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...

not funny at all,but very very scarry lo!

i hate horror movie.....and my lover is not beside me also!

oow....after movie,we go eat cake's at secret recipe

we sing song for B!

haha...so swt!

i brought her a dress,an pink earing,and i made a b's phone chain for her!

oow......and i started to think...

so bad thinking!is i think i spent too many money on her!phone call fees and i just help her so much!at last she still wanna count very clear from me!quite dislike this feeling!

haha....

all is about money!now is i started confuse that,izzit all my best friend is needed to use money to change!no pay no friendship!

desperate ,this started to make me feel hesitate to pay for my friend!

but they will accompany me when im really sad!

does it worth?

this is a question.........................................................................

a good day!thanks god!

when the exam start,i start too,i started to sleep

2and a half hour to go!

ow...and at the last half an hour,i wake up and do something!

at least today im feeling good!

after school,my heart ready to be anxious,waiting for a call,a date!

haha...but at last i just went to jusco and buy some necessary

i drive my dad's bmw!oww...its so comfortable!love it

exam without ready again!slp early better luu...gud nit and

love everyone who care about me!

wishes:i want to be very obvious in crowded everyday!just like henna

and i like this guy!oow...so man!hope i can be the prince in the drama!

all the memory i had step on

我真的很难过

travel to dirty sexy money love city with a red car

its going to be late

i have to went back home but i don't

its just so painful in my heart

i dont want to go back home and live my unchanged life

so moody and i feeling want to go to the town

i want live in the city

shut up and drive to kl

ow,there's not a easy road to go

trafic jam at chaokit and when i reach thr i just regret that

i can walk another road what!!!

then i were lost

and my hp has no battery,cant call...oh godsh

i just simply turn to a dark road!suddenly i went to a huge malay kampung

i keep on turn and turn and i cant go out to the road!my heart beat non stop!

finally i found the road!

when i arrived to pavilion,its just feels not as good as i expect it!i feel more complicated

i saw a guy who chase me before,he walking with a tall guy and i felt the guy is more good looking than me!erm....quite hurt!so fast ........u know?just so fast....

tears drop when im driving!

becoz of trafic jam?no...is the loneliness

want to date a friend to acc me...but the hp cant start

petrol going to be empty

haiz...its time to go back to my place

haiz.......jam again!i look at the mng latest lookbook,so nice!i read the celebrities profile

sing with loud voice and just like a stupid

haha...

stupid ,but i enjoy that!cause its my dream before i can drive

finally

do i love him?or i just love the loving moment?

i cant be alone,i need a hand to catch my 0'c hand

so hug me!

take off yourself from me

try to forget a people is just a concentrated coffee...espresso

remind the happy moment everynight,cauz you know it will never come back!

smells of the coffee bean is just appear at the right moment,right temperature

once it takes some time,it just a coffee water

dilute it with milk or anything you like,it can change to many fravour!

mocha,cuppuchino,machiato..........................

hou bad啊婆婆

so bad

so uncomfortable

so stressful

so painful

so sad

so panic

so?facing those problem in 1 time

how o....

got exam de leh!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

if i can choose,can i go back to my simple life?

friend with no hurt

love with myself

smile always

everyone love me...

.....................................................boom.........

.........................................................................just dissapear so suddenly

连婆都no eye see aar

for my only DE...AR

your b'day is coming soon le wor!

it means that we have been together for 1 year edy luu...

although there's some problem happened between you and me!but i still love you very much!

i always try to be the special and memorable person in your life,but im not sure that im the most important person for you.

but you are the one that i love the most

i call you as dear,

dear,now is the new situation,i would like to be the one who care about you and protect you!

i hope i can do that,when you are stress,i try my best to make you relax,

it's not work,i started to be no word when talking to you!

i dont know you

and i felt sad,useless

you are the discusting human in the world,bitch!

when i first met you,i quite hate you,cause you are so bother

oh godsh,i started to felt that you are so cute,and so man

we,just like sugar met with lollipop!eew...so sweet

i love that i kiss you when you are driving

oow...

we love to compare to each other,

we compare our appearance,bodyshape,hairstyle,dressup,attractivity!

godsh,i still have confidence to make you fall for me de lo!

keke...

everything different from the biginning of us!

now,i hope you can more relax,u r a workaholic!

stay love forever me la!hehe,,,

be happy la..

friendship

朋友 我当你一秒朋友 朋友 我当你一世朋友 可你是吗？

restart the l.*.v.*

many things i just keep it as secret!

because i am scared,its just happen for a while and leave me again

i very appreciate the hapiness that i had

sometimes im thinking of you,i smile

and i keep it in my heart

sweet sweet sweet

no sharing,nor my sissy way will present on your eyes

the one i really love

i really love the one

no matter how hard to stay,i try

hurt just the feeling when i think too much!thats my excuses

hey,seems that just like the begining of us,but lost some of the true,a new lover!

kiss you in the movie,i am shy!when you close to me,i will anxious

just a short meet,it has fulfilled my dream for thousand of hour!

badly that im not in perfect to attract you!

the pimples on my face just change to digi line..............i will follow you...........

oh godsh,its just the right time!joke of mine

can you tell me that you love me and i can stay beside you?

im just a stupid that just fall in to you