i raise my hand

i raise up my hand through the sunlight

i give up

give up to continue upholding

i just need those thing that i lost

no matter how expensive,i pay for it

no matter how barely it is,i do

everything need many effort to get it!

cruel human being is killing me off

lost the way,i dont know what i have to do...

study is no mood,whats my future?now...i just can only see the darkness

recreate the brightening tomorrow,maybe is need to give up something

ok.......................................i go on the road

stop hurting me...nor let me die

b's b'day vs $ friendship

today is my dearest B birthday!

haha....its also my ponteng day!

its consider a rushing day,

last night,i cleaning my room start from 2a.m.,i change bedcase,mop floor,and also cleaning dust!

after that,i started to clean up my 'hair'on my face,eyebrow,and beard!

its so tired because i done everything until5.30 a.m.

hoho...

i wake up in 12.30 p.m. and started to clean toilet!

1.00p.m.i have to fetch my mum to my dad's restaurant,beside that i also date B and some friends for celebrate B's birthday!i drive my car as just like wanna fly!on the road to my dad's restaurant!suddenly mum inform me that i have to acc her to do something!but im rushing back to my friend!finally im getting mad!so angry me,but i didnt drive faster!hehe

luckily,when i arrived,i just need to sign a paper only!later,i fly back to my friend!

we went to jusco!

thn go eat chilli pan mee

thn we rush to b's house to buy dinner for her family!and also fetch a friend to go jusco again!

this time we watch movie!'where got ghost'

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.............

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...

not funny at all,but very very scarry lo!

i hate horror movie.....and my lover is not beside me also!

oow....after movie,we go eat cake's at secret recipe

we sing song for B!

haha...so swt!

i brought her a dress,an pink earing,and i made a b's phone chain for her!

oow......and i started to think...

so bad thinking!is i think i spent too many money on her!phone call fees and i just help her so much!at last she still wanna count very clear from me!quite dislike this feeling!

haha....

all is about money!now is i started confuse that,izzit all my best friend is needed to use money to change!no pay no friendship!

desperate ,this started to make me feel hesitate to pay for my friend!

but they will accompany me when im really sad!

does it worth?

this is a question.........................................................................

a good day!thanks god!

when the exam start,i start too,i started to sleep

2and a half hour to go!

ow...and at the last half an hour,i wake up and do something!

at least today im feeling good!

after school,my heart ready to be anxious,waiting for a call,a date!

haha...but at last i just went to jusco and buy some necessary

i drive my dad's bmw!oww...its so comfortable!love it

exam without ready again!slp early better luu...gud nit and

love everyone who care about me!

wishes:i want to be very obvious in crowded everyday!just like henna

and i like this guy!oow...so man!hope i can be the prince in the drama!

all the memory i had step on

我真的很难过

travel to dirty sexy money love city with a red car

its going to be late

i have to went back home but i don't

its just so painful in my heart

i dont want to go back home and live my unchanged life

so moody and i feeling want to go to the town

i want live in the city

shut up and drive to kl

ow,there's not a easy road to go

trafic jam at chaokit and when i reach thr i just regret that

i can walk another road what!!!

then i were lost

and my hp has no battery,cant call...oh godsh

i just simply turn to a dark road!suddenly i went to a huge malay kampung

i keep on turn and turn and i cant go out to the road!my heart beat non stop!

finally i found the road!

when i arrived to pavilion,its just feels not as good as i expect it!i feel more complicated

i saw a guy who chase me before,he walking with a tall guy and i felt the guy is more good looking than me!erm....quite hurt!so fast ........u know?just so fast....

tears drop when im driving!

becoz of trafic jam?no...is the loneliness

want to date a friend to acc me...but the hp cant start

petrol going to be empty

haiz...its time to go back to my place

haiz.......jam again!i look at the mng latest lookbook,so nice!i read the celebrities profile

sing with loud voice and just like a stupid

haha...

stupid ,but i enjoy that!cause its my dream before i can drive

finally

do i love him?or i just love the loving moment?

i cant be alone,i need a hand to catch my 0'c hand

so hug me!

take off yourself from me

try to forget a people is just a concentrated coffee...espresso

remind the happy moment everynight,cauz you know it will never come back!

smells of the coffee bean is just appear at the right moment,right temperature

once it takes some time,it just a coffee water

dilute it with milk or anything you like,it can change to many fravour!

mocha,cuppuchino,machiato..........................

hou bad啊婆婆

so bad

so uncomfortable

so stressful

so painful

so sad

so panic

so?facing those problem in 1 time

how o....

got exam de leh!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

if i can choose,can i go back to my simple life?

friend with no hurt

love with myself

smile always

everyone love me...

.....................................................boom.........

.........................................................................just dissapear so suddenly

连婆都no eye see aar

for my only DE...AR

your b'day is coming soon le wor!

it means that we have been together for 1 year edy luu...

although there's some problem happened between you and me!but i still love you very much!

i always try to be the special and memorable person in your life,but im not sure that im the most important person for you.

but you are the one that i love the most

i call you as dear,

dear,now is the new situation,i would like to be the one who care about you and protect you!

i hope i can do that,when you are stress,i try my best to make you relax,

it's not work,i started to be no word when talking to you!

i dont know you

and i felt sad,useless

you are the discusting human in the world,bitch!

when i first met you,i quite hate you,cause you are so bother

oh godsh,i started to felt that you are so cute,and so man

we,just like sugar met with lollipop!eew...so sweet

i love that i kiss you when you are driving

oow...

we love to compare to each other,

we compare our appearance,bodyshape,hairstyle,dressup,attractivity!

godsh,i still have confidence to make you fall for me de lo!

keke...

everything different from the biginning of us!

now,i hope you can more relax,u r a workaholic!

stay love forever me la!hehe,,,

be happy la..

friendship

朋友 我当你一秒朋友 朋友 我当你一世朋友 可你是吗？

restart the l.*.v.*

many things i just keep it as secret!

because i am scared,its just happen for a while and leave me again

i very appreciate the hapiness that i had

sometimes im thinking of you,i smile

and i keep it in my heart

sweet sweet sweet

no sharing,nor my sissy way will present on your eyes

the one i really love

i really love the one

no matter how hard to stay,i try

hurt just the feeling when i think too much!thats my excuses

hey,seems that just like the begining of us,but lost some of the true,a new lover!

kiss you in the movie,i am shy!when you close to me,i will anxious

just a short meet,it has fulfilled my dream for thousand of hour!

badly that im not in perfect to attract you!

the pimples on my face just change to digi line..............i will follow you...........

oh godsh,its just the right time!joke of mine

can you tell me that you love me and i can stay beside you?

im just a stupid that just fall in to you

pip pop pip pop

who r you?

i even dont know you but i do like your pic!

very very exited face and just like my feeling now!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

but i scarified my study of sejarah!will i die becoz of my decision?

keepfit...do 200 sit up and pumping 50!

but my broken face!help me god!!!

long time didnt saw him le la!scared 1 leh!

wo lai la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ops,CALLING from REAL LIFE sdn.bhd

a smile,

a truelly smile seems that havent happened in my face

tonight...

feels like im the prince again!

something very simple and its make me feels so good

for someone,they just need a small thing,the small thing can fulfill it!

however,the small thing is hard to get it

maybe it is hard to get,its more valuable

i will appreciate it,everyone do that so

i think mummy and i are the same type of people

having the same problem,have the same attitude,the same behavior

we do waiting for our lover everyday everynight everytime

waiting for the 1 who broke our heart...

human,no one treat us like that,dont hurt my mum

but sometimes i do hurt her the most.how?

today is not a happy day,but its a good day

eventhough you loss some thing,

dont worry,

you will gain something

and life's like this

i smile, i really smile,but its used to before i got my tears drop,

outch..........................................its painful

tired buzy crazy

im so tired!

6.30 wring mum to go pasar,having breakfast!

8.30go jog wif bb

9.30 go back home n napnap

12.30 bring mama to go summit square n selayang mall

1.00 fetch wxin go tuition

3.00 class dismissed!

3.30 go fetch mama back home!

4.15nap for 15 min

4.45fetch bb go tuition!

6.30 class dismissed

finally..............................

went back home n watch a cool drama called"dirty sexy money"

talks about upper society complicated life...quite interesting!i love their family's name call,the

darlings......................................................................................................................................................

ops,today i do eat lots of meat,my keep fit plan un sucessful!oooh no!

keep keep keep !im stil very fat fat fat!!!

at nit!after i watch hongkong drama!its my private time!feeling of sad appear suddenly.my eyes

bcom wet!i really don't know why!

mabe i need rest!

so tired

nitz..........

the girls with essence of SEXY

BeyonceBeyonce ShakiraShakira

early in the morning,i love to listen to Ego by Beyonce!sound of angel appeared and i know its time to wake up!

VS

highly recommended She Wolf by Shakira!the way she curve up her body just like a snake!guarantee you'll be shock!

the legend

once apon a time,there was three little baby,

they live nearby,and they study together!

since a year,they study at a same class and their friendship started to be very well!

they have a same characteristic,which was stupid!

each of them had fall in love to a guy!those were a bad guy!

the passionate of love had change their character very badly!while they falling in love,everything seems that not important,the attitude had change to let human hesitate!

althought love not stay longer,

three of them hurt so bad!and finally they grown up,they learn from it and keep maintaining their frienship very well!

things that would never change is the loyalty of the guy who they love!

when will the true love appeared?

should they hold on to their loyalty?

baby,enjoy the moment,eventhough u get hurt,mayb in future you cant experience it again!

keep it as a memory!stay young,stay tough,stay crazy.........